Welcome to our community, mb@udel!
I'm so sorry for all you're going through. But, I'm glad you have found yourself here.
So - you definitely have lyme disease (diagnosis in 2012)...but one month of iv antibiotics for a 6 month infection is inadequate.
When the infection is not treated adequately - then it continues to grow...and leads to more and more symptoms.
Having a LLMD evaluate and treat you is the your next step.
It would be helpful for you to read through the thread at the top of the page titled: "New to Lyme?..Start Here!" It's got a lot of great information in there.
One thing you can start right away - is to detox. Start off with a few methods, and every few days, add in another one.
Here's a link to a website of detoxing suggestions:
www.tiredoflyme.com/detox-methods.html