Dans778 said...
Sometimes When I talk about it, I feel like people are looking at me like I have 10 heads...I have learned that I cannot talk about it with certain people
I have gotten self-conscious about
it. When someone asks me how I am now...I usually say "I'm okay". I really don't want to get 'into it' anymore.
Although a few days ago I met a friend for coffee (tea for me) - someone I worked with prior to getting LD. She is an intelligent, thoughtful person...and I have always had a lot of respect for her.
She asked me how I was doing...and I told her that I was getting kind of self conscious about
talking about
LD...as I'm sure people are thinking 'It's been two years of treatment now...aren't you better yet?"
And she told me that she was seeing a physio for the past 3-4 months because of her hip being out...and was now getting acupuncture to help with the pain. And for awhile she had nerve pain...but was glad it was now gone.
Then she looked at me and said "I can't even imagine what you must be going through - having nerve pain with ALL your other symptoms for three years. You have been dealing with this for so long now...and you still are participating in life...getting out there....I can't even imagine"
Of course, I teared up...because it always happens when anyone shows me an iota of sympathy.
She's one friend that I can count on.