Which is harder on the system, mold exposure or stress?

This is a continuation from the below link, but just adding another question to it.

https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=3854467

In short, I think there's something in my office keeping me sick. I have an opportunity to move to a different position. However, as everything is right now, I have a very stress free life. My job is so laid back, all kinds of free time to follow this forum, study up on Lyme and all the many herbs I'm taking, I get to go to the gym or for a walk on my lunch hour and then come in and eat lunch sitting at my desk. It's just the greatest, however I had made up my mind to put in for the meter reading position just so I could get out of this office. Then I had a thought the other night, would the stress of the other position by worse on me that the mold?

I am scared of dogs, will be walking thru the grass constantly thinking about whether or not a tick got on me, cursed by customers when you have to turn their power off, in the weather (good or bad, hot or cold) I keep telling myself, I can do it, I can stay calm, but I'm just not sure, especially with the dogs.

I've really been trying to push myself physically to get back where I use to be, and honestly feel like I have past it. I am maxing out with higher weights and rode a 9 mile loop on my bike for the first time without having to get off and push it up a couple of tough hills.

Physically, I think I could do the job, and I would love to get out from behind a desk, but if I get stressed over these obstacles, could it be worse on me than mold exposure in my office?

-p That is an option, the one in fact my husband is wanting for me. I am so glad to know that indecisiveness is a symptom of Lyme and hopefully one day will be able to make a decision again.

I normally asked my husband what he thinks I should do in any circumstance because of the indecisiveness, and for the most part that's what I do. He's actually getting tired of making all the decision, what I'm going to cook, where we are going on vacation, what we are going to do on the weekend. (what man wouldn't love to have that problem!, lol) But for some reason, I keep questioning this one.

I wrestle in my mind, what if there's no mold there and I take a position I'm not going to like or what if it's just the mold exposure and not Lyme and I'll be better if I get out of that office. Something I just won't know for sure unless I do it.

I'm 99% sure it's both. I know I had something going on the day I started this job and walked in the office doors, constant headache for 3 weeks, and that was a year before Lyme symptoms appeared. And I know the 3 months I've been on Buhner's protocol, I feel 65-70% better. Physically I feel like I'm getting stronger, but I guess I'm just scared of symptoms getting worse. I'm at a stand still with symptom improvements, just getting new ones the past few months, ear canals hurt like they are closing up, throat feels weird, crazy burning chill sensation moving across my back, and I just question if it mold causing the new symptoms.

Thanks for your input!

lol me too in the grocery store. Even though my husband eats junk, I try to buy him the healthiest of the processed foods. It's nearly impossible to find bottled ranch dressing that's not made with soybean oil. It is impossible at the local grocery store in my town. I read the labels of ever bottle in the refrigerated produce isle and self stable isle. He was at wits end with me, lol