"Another concern, I'm beginning to wonder whether or not our brains, or rather our brains in the physical sense, are meant to be subjected to the sorts of experiences that they provide. My mental functioning is slow. I'm not retarded, but I'm not running on all cylinders either. My brain is impaired. Psychedelic drugs activate parts of the brain that otherwise go dormant, right? Can my brain handle that? "
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When I did Ayahausca for the first time (2 nights in a row), I had Lymes for 6 un-diagnosed years at that point, and didn't know what was wrong with me, scared to death as to what was happening to me.. my brain was not functioning on all 4 cylinders whatsoever. I could not form clear sentences nor plan out things in a day like Laundry, meals.. I was only getting 2 hours of sleep a night.. through a series of unfortunate circumstances, I also was living in my van in complete poverty, unable to function or see a doctor to see what was wrong, other than a few emergency room visits, I was lost and scared (although I had a job) in the streets of San Francisco, trying to keep my life together was futile. I was unraveling at the seams. Ayahausca was my last resort.
What Ayahausca did for my non- working brain was WAKE IT UP! Like, in a good way. Also, I didn't vomit once. All 4 ceremonies I never got sick, which is strange as I was with 12 others who all got sick, I was the only one who didn't.
It was almost as if I was spared by the Ayahausca gods for all I have already went through, she took pity on me and brought my brain back to life! but I also stuck to the sacred Dieta with extreme dedication (which I am writing a book on now) which really does help you from getting sick or having bad "experiences".
My brain wasn't completely back to where I was, but I could sleep again and form sentences, and it also gave me hope and a just a grounded sense of feeling good to be alive.. I ended up being able to function enough to find some extra work, get a place to live off the streets, I was engaged by the next year and my entire life was a billion x better. I really don't know if I would be alive today if I didn't do that plant medicine.
I do believe it has the capacity to flow through channels in your brain that are stronger, its organic, so i think it works with your strengths and its been proven (In a lab) to wake up all areas of your brain, in a good way, increase Serotonin.. all kinds of good things. However, its not for everyone, and should be used with caution the first time.. this will all be in the book I am writing about
it (a guidbook).
There is a girl who is all over Youtube who has Lyme, (Aurianna joy) I highly recommend all Lymies to watch her stuff, its transnational and inspirational to say the least... she has had it since she was a child, and went to Peru for many months doing the medicine to cure herself of it, she still has symptoms she told me, but she claims it healed many of the spiritual things she attributed to suffering from having Chronic Lymes.
Post Edited (tickonboard) : 6/1/2017 6:25:10 PM (GMT-6)