rnbelle, I am so sorry. Anxiety is horrible and fear is such a part of it.
But, if you don't treat, you will not get well.
If you are having trouble with 2 drops, try 1 drop. We have some here that had to put 1 drop in an ounce of water and only take half of that. So they were only taking 1/2 drop. Save the other part for the next dose.
If you really don't want to treat right now, then you MUST detox. I am sure you have been here long enough to read the detox site -
www.tiredoflyme.com/detox-methodsGetting your body ready for treatment is just as important as the treatment itself. Detoxing is helping those toxins get out of your body and believe me, we are exposed to many every day.
As for the anxiety... it is a part of lyme. Once I realized that, I searched until I found what helped mine. I did busy work and my anxiety was less. My husband, who also had lyme, his anxiety was relieved with physical work.
Search and you will find what lessens the anxiety. But definitely detox. Do one detox thing a day. In 4 days start and add to this another detox method. Keep on adding. This will help.
Also no junk food! Only good healthy choices.