Sefr, are you a man or woman?
The robots are very boyish, but the way you draw looks female! Very delicate, sensitive!!!
I never liked robot mangas, but yours look so friendly!!!
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as for the topic about
creativity, don't be sad.
It will come back again, when your body has enough energy.
Think of what's going on: you got a total body colonization from these critters. Not only Borrelia, but all other Bb allies, trying to colonize your nerves, brain, gut, skin, liver, etc.
How can your body, that can barely digest foods, sleep, that is strugling with overwhelming toxins, simply put its gear to your heart, emotions, creativity?
It is asking too much from your poor body.
People lose taste (I did), and what I lost clearly was feeling for music.
I love music, to listen and to play. Since I was born, I think.
Music always followed me, because it made all my cells vibrate, from inside out.
It was extremely pleasant, a fulfilling experience of deep vibrations and happiness.
After I did my biophoton therapy + nosodes in 2009, it took me about
4 months to fully put lyme dormant.
I had been fighting lyme for 4 years previous to that therapy, with ups and downs.
But biophotons did the job of putting lyme finally dormant.
I could not find lyme through energy tests, and even my lyme doctor was left with his mouth-
open: he told me, incredible, you are healed! You don't need to treat further.
A few weeks or months after that, I was ironing clothes in my living room, listening to a mass from Bach, my always favorite composer.
I used to listen to Bach during lyme too, but not as often anymore.
I was not even so much concentrate on listening, as I was ironing.
Slowly, the music filled my brain, my heart, my body.
The whole vibration i always felt since a child came back.
Like a curtain re-
opening and letting light pass through.
I understood again the whole meaning of that mass, the grand feeling, the 'completedness' that music can bring to human hearts.
I sat down, iron in my hands...
I could not stop crying. Of happiness. Of finding my old self again.
I understood that lyme had taken from me my music, and I had not even noticed!!
It was a gradual stealing of myself.
during all these years, music had left me and I did not even know.
Since that moment, I decided to learn the piano.
I was more than 40, and I said: if I don't do now, I will never do it.
Since then, I've been practicing it, almost daily, for 8 full years.
Every single day I practice it, I know I do it BECAUSE lyme made me do this, somehow.
To know that I'm still here, that my heart is still here, and that lyme did not take that from me forever.
Just keep treating. You'll get your full self back!
Post Edited (Jinna) : 10/2/2017 2:50:15 AM (GMT-6)