scottishlymielady said...
Hi girlie
yes that's what I mean. Sorry you go into your room and cry alone Honey Your not alone I cry alone also Sending hugs from Scotland.. Hubby good at practrical not good at emotional comfort or listening Oh what is it this time As I slink back to bed .Rolling of eyes or eyes to ceiling. My parents if I mention anything my dad looks at roof. Doesn't want to hear It I no how you feel This illness makes us feel soooooo alone Even if we don't live alone. I was having turns for 3 months over summer Fought hard to hide it Don't want to talk about anything As it would stress me out Id be deadly silent.More so than usual Or if getting chest pain say nothing Just lie in dark. Or you no weird shaking fits. Also nerly passing out Cant look ahead head swims cant look down or turn head Cant explain it. Didn't want taken to A and E I HATE the uk nhs I'm full of venim Good at concealing my feelings So avoid nhs at all costs. They don't give a toss What use is a 5 minute gp apoinment To likes of us To get one You've got discuss why you want one With a receptionist Then argue with her As she decides Whether to filter you away Your not going to discuss your underlying problems With her. OWWWFF
off on one Just remember honey as you weep in your room Your not alone We all hear your tears Were all doing the same joining arm in a comforting embrace across the world xx
Aww, thanks, scottishlymielady. So kind of you.
Yup we are in this fight together...