So I've been dealing with the off-balance, off-kelter wonky feeling for about
a month now.
I've experienced this symptom a couple of different times in the 2.5 years with lyme, but this is the longest most persistent episode. In the past, simply treating lyme resolved the issue. Another time it was properly neuro-detoxing. But this time, none of these things are helping. So I really starting closely monitoring and noting my symptoms and everything that is occurring and when, to try and find a pattern.
Observations over the last month:
1. facial, skull wasting - fat and collagen loss. Muscle reduction/changing in structure (not necessarily loss). My temporalis muscle (which pretty much expands the entire side of the head) has changed it's structure. Meaning enlarged in some areas while receding in other areas.
2. Clicking of left jaw muscle when hyper extending the jaw
3. The jaw muscle right over the temple, while still very much there and flares up according while chewing recedes into the skull much more than it probably should when hyper extending the jaw.
4. further loss of fat and collagen (not muscle) near temple, forehead, and brow ridge. This sucks because it' makes my forehead look bigger as you now can see the frontal bones and orbs a bit more. Not more than anyone else with very little body fat but still strange because it's like looking at a new face I got to get use to seeing now. Which unfortunately is not a new thing, for my face has "changed" several times since getting lyme, kind of "use to it" now.
5. Now the part that connects the symptoms above with my diagnosis:
The symptoms get worse after eating. For the longest time I thought it was something I was eating and it may be a gut issue. However, there was no rhyme or reason to it. I could eat the healthiest meal possible and it would still flare. Then it finally hit me (because of all the other symptoms), what if it's not WHAT I'm eating but the simple fact that I AM eating, meaning chewing.
Then I researched TMJ (as the other symptoms match) and sure enough TMJ and chewing can cause the dizziness, off-kelter, wonky feeling for multiple reasons.
Link:
/www.medcentertmj.com/tmj-disorder-causes-treatments/could-your-tmj-disorder-cause-dizziness/Information online plus anectodal evidence for other's with TMJ online experiencing the same thing, helps connect the dots for me.
Now I know TMJ is a phenomonen/symptom and NOT a root cause. I'm fully aware lyme and co directly or indirectly can create TMJ/D.
*whew*, so with all that said, like with many things with lyme when one "figures it out", what do I freaking do now? I don't want further muscle dysfunction and wonky dizziness to occur after I eat (for 1 to 2 hours) every single time.
For those lymies that have experienced TMJ/D and resolved it I would love your insight.
Thanks.