gerdy said...
SickKitty2016,
I'm really sorry you're going through that time. I haven't ever had seizures. I've had a little of that kind of rejection a couple of years ago from my sister, my daughter, and my mom.
My sister hated me and bullied me for the last 20 years plus, then my daughter told me she hated me growing up, then the same year my mom told me not to come back with a sweet hug at the door. I haven't seen my mother since that day. I think it was near the end of April of 2016.
I lost about 30 pounds in about a month in May that year, and finally my daughter told me I needed to start eating because I wasn't eating. I went down to 105 lbs which is too thin for my size. I told her I was fine and I felt really good. Then weighed on the scales and looked in the mirror, not a pretty picture.
Anyway, I did start eating more and found a way to "live with it" by saying to myself that I'm better off now that I don't have to go on weekends to my mother's because I don't have to feel unloved, unwanted, and like my soul was ripped from me, ever again!!! because that's how I felt almost every time I left her house.
I'm concerned for you that you are having so much trouble eating and keeping it down. Please watch what you are eating. Since you are so sick, please eat only real food and not junk food with sugar or flour or anything that is highly allergenic like wheat, gluten, soy, dairy, or anything that you know you are sensitive to.
The times that I have been unable to eat, I would make well-cooked vegetable soups with lots of liquid.
Organic would be good to help your body not work so hard to heal.
Right now, I'm able to eat breakfast that usually includes an egg with a tablespoon of flax oil, and the last 2 meals are raw vegetable salads with an oil and vinegar type dressing (only healthy unrefined oil). For protein, I add a few tablespoons of ground seeds on top but not nuts because I don't digest them well. I eat some fruit now, too, usually at breakfast. I drink a large mug of herbal tea and purified water between meals. I'm just now able to do this, like last week. This is a very healthy diet for healing.
I'm a celiac also, and I've had eating problems since childhood. Undetected until 2008, and now it's taken up to the last few years to get it under control. I also found out that I'm allergic to soy and sensitive to dairy. Soy is as deadly for me to eat or breathe as gluten.
So, sometimes I could only eat 1 type of vegetable at a time and no fruit with Purified, spring, or distilled water.
I couldn't handle the different tinctures that the doctor recommended for me for lyme in 2009 when I was diagnosed. My system was unable to cope. I had to have 1 pill only and no alcohol.
I'm very fortunate now that the doctor I currently follow has created remedies that do not have gluten, soy, dairy, or any common allergens. I'm doing very good on his remedies. I can tolerate a little alcohol now but he also created apple cider vinegar remedies for those too sensitive to alcohol.
I like the detox bath, too. I'm going to do more of those this month.
Gerd,
Thank you so much for your help!