Anxiety!

Hey everybody so I have started orientation for my new job & I need some help!

The anxiety has been soo bad! I know most people get anxiety for things like this but mine is so bad. I’m yet to find out if I have both CIRS & Lyme or maybe just CIRS but I’ve been treating now for 6 months and my anxiety is still awful.

Honestly not really. I mean I notice small things like muscle twitching which has gotten better but other then that not really.

Really makes me think maybe there’s another problem like CIRS. I’m getting tested for the gene in a couple of weeks.

I have a few things in my bloodwork that say CIRS like C4a, msh, & VEGF.

I haven’t been diagnosed with CIRS but I’m thinking that’s my problem or one of my problems. I was diagnosed with Lyme, bart, & bab. All was clinical diagnosed. I have band 23 igg

First like 4 months I just treated bartonella. I have really bad mood swings and stuff and I’m not sure if that’s gotten better or not. I do believe my muscle twitching may be a little better.

I’m still currently on rifampin for the bartonella but now I’m also treating the Lyme. I don’t notice any herxing. I just feel like garbage all day. The fatigue is awful & daytime sleepiness. I never wake up feeling refreshed & the anxiety and depression is awful. The cognitive decline is really bad and I’m constantly in a fog.

My Lyme doctor is really big on mold & she does follow dr shoemakers protocol.

I know treating Lyme is a slow process but I just don’t see any imlrovment. Another thing that makes me think i I could be CIRS is whenever I first got sick I had just moved into a new apartment, which was just knocked down. I suspect maybe they had some mold problems because the apartments was kinda old but at the time I had never been sick a day in my life so I felt somewhat invincible. Big mistake. Lol

& no detoxing really doesn’t show any improvement. The only thing that makes me feel alive is drinking, which I’ve cut out completely.