picking everyone’s brain...why sudden immediate flare

Hello, so there are a lot of factors potentially... I am tired of trying to figure it out. I am super anxious and having racing thoughts about relapse or even dying. I was able to do breatheork and pray this AM and get some relief from that

so yesterday (and for a couple weeks) i’ve had a tremor in my hands. it seems to be worst in AM first waking and also if I go 2+ hrs without good protein snack. my naturopath rlly thinks it is not lyme related, but postpartum hormones as I am slowly weaning my baby and my hormones certainly are all over the place. I did research this and found other mom forums where it affirmed his theory. hormone shifts can certainly cause shaky hands.

but yesterday I just felt off in the afternoon. perhaps I had been in the heat too long. maybe it’s the fires nearby causing bad air quality. it’s hotter than ever where I live- literally we never get to 100° hardly ever and it’s been REGULARLY 100°+. I started getting panicky, my brain felt like a tangle of confusion I couldn’t even string a verbal sentence together. I had to pee every 30 min. I should have gone to bed but I didn’t.

then I reached over to grab a toy my baby threw (like I do 100 x a day) and it hit me.

heart rate suddenly through the roof, I was fainting fast- ears ringing, eyes blurry, face super flushed, I went and sat criss cross head down in a dark room and it got a tiny better but I couldn’t stand on my own for a good 30 min without feeling like I was gunna pass out.

I did breath work and tried to calm my irrational thoughts. I felt suddenly like I needed to have uncontrollable diarrhea or puke and I made my way to the toilet where I released a lot of junk. (I didn’t puke)

I did so again in about 15 more minutes.

I realized I hadn’t eaten in a few hours so I tried eating which made me so nauseous.

my husband went to the store to get a glucose monitor which my dr said at my last appt it would be interesting to see what my blood sugar is since I had been having feelings of highs or lows. i’ve never had severe blood sugar probs even in pregnancy. I do have hypoglycemia if I don’t eat often but it’s not severe.

we couldn’t get a reading then realized the dumb machine needs a serum or something. I don’t know how to work these things.

two other factors to keep in mind:

•I did a water enema two nights ago as I was constipated (rare for me) and felt so sick and my tummy hurt. the enema greatly relieved my constipation and those symptoms.

•I also started fir the first time liposomal glutathione per my LLMD prescription. he wanted me to try it cuz i’ve been having some detox pathway problems. in pervious treatment years i’ve never tolerated pill forms of glutathione it makes me nauseous . so we tried liposomal.

maybe i’m herx from glutathione?! i’m taking smallest dose. i’m stopping for now to see

sorry this is convoluted and long.

the other things that make me wonder if herxing is my armpits smell like the most disgusting toxic mess ever this AM I can barely stand myself. last night.hubby said that my breath smelled very strong and weird but I couldn’t tell

This AM also I have pounding head, painful eyes and muscles in legs and neck feel so tight and achy. not complaining, just trying to give an overall mental pic of what could be happening?

again I feel this is very messy sorry about how long this is. and if you read all this, bless your heart!

Thanks Girlie. I’m of course rlly hoping it isn’t lyme but i’ve been two years and 3 months now without any “killing” agents. i’m amazed actually looking back that i’ve been able to feel great without herbal antimicrobials that long.

I don’t want to just succumb to the fear that I may be having a relapse but I also don’t want to be stupid and ignore it until a) I get so bad i’m bed ridden again or b) it kills me. because I’ve had lyme my whole life and been chronically ill with debilitating symptoms for 4 hrs before I finally was able to find a dr to treat me. did 4 years of treatment. and now 2+ years in remission. might be time to revisit the “killing” aspect.

sigh.

lymegirly - I had episodes of fast heart rate and irregular rhythm off and on for years. It still happens, but it doesn't happen nearly as often. When it was happening, I was on much more herbs and meds.

Girlie - Are you still getting anxiety in morning? I think you mentioned it isn't as bad as before. Also, Parkinsons usually starts in one hand, if I remember correctly from years ago when I had no diagnosis of Lyme and was convinced Parkinsons had started.

What's your dose of liposomal glutathione? My doctor wanted me to start at 1/8 teaspoon of the liquid every other day, sine some responses can be so intense. I would not be surprised if that's what's going on for you.

What you describe also sounds a lot like serious mold exposure, especially with the high heat allowing more mold growth and the constant peeing symptom. The passing out, heat feeling and flushing, neurological symptoms, anxiety, diarrhea, pain, etc.

Or a combination of mold and glutathione!

Weaning certainly can cause hormonal disarray, and may be a contributing factor, but this sounds like something else to me.

I can’t believe that little amount of mold can cause that severe of a reaction?! please tell me that it’s not so...