Posted 10/18/2021 7:57 AM (GMT 0)
I have wondered if that is my cause, but at the same time, I don't understand it. Now, when I say I am suffering, it is 24/7. 30+ symptoms interchanging all of the time, but this vertigo and anxiety are the worst. I honestly wonder how people don't... you know... let it all go. I am not that kind of person and I need to be alive for many reasons, but I just don't get it. I get to the point of going near insane. I am feeling that way often. It's like my symptoms are alway on overdrive. I wonder if maybe my infection(s) are getting deep. I may need to treat this all sooner than later, but I don't know what the next move really is. My doc wants me to do the Babesia next, but like I said, I am really bad. One more push over the line and I don't think I will make it to be honest. I am already bedridden and I often can't even look at the lights around the house without getting a huge increase in symptoms. I am fortunate that compared to when this started, at least I can watch TV again, but it's still tough.
Maybe I need to speak with my doc about MCAS and treating the overall inflammation. I have yet to do tests for CIRS too, so I need to do those. My doc has no doubt that I have it. I'm only on B12, D3 and Turmeric. I also do take a Binder but it's mainly Chlorella and Probiotic based, which is good, but I think I need more rotation. darn, I just don't know. Even my docs make me feel somewhat alone on this. Here I am, searching the internet on what to do and get all of the info I can possible. I have Babesia, Gilotoxin, and Ttrichothecene group (mixed). These are all confirmed. But we don't know everything, and without doing the tests for CIRS, I don't know what pieces are missing. I believe it's important. I do like my docs, but I feel kinda pushed into treating the Babesia and I am extremely sensitive. I even reacted to an anti-anxiety nervine tincture. Ugh.
Sorry, I am just everywhere with this. Where to go from here, I really don't know. I do wish you the best of luck!