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Posted 6/30/2009 5:39 AM (GMT 0)
its hard for me to explane, but i feel disconeted tonight, no energey no drive just blohh, its very strange. and  to make matters worse my fingers hurt so bad its hard for me to type.

so if someone posted something and i dont respond, its not cause i didnt want to. between my brain and fingers its a job for me tonight.

praying for better days and nights ahead for all

Posted 6/30/2009 6:08 AM (GMT 0)
Hi hunny,
I feel you I have been in the same rut latley. So " yoou are noott alooone I am heerre with yoouu, though were farar aparrrrrtt , your allways in my heaarrt. "

As Michael Jackson would say!!!! Just thought ide sing to you. Hope you feel good soon.
-Veronica
P.S Whisper three words and I'll come running, Oh because you know that i'll be theeeeeeeeere..... I'll be theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere wooohw you are not alone your are not alone woooohw I am here with you , i am here w you wooooohw though were far apart, your always in my heart!!!!!!
Posted 6/30/2009 6:13 AM (GMT 0)
V thank you for maken me laugh, your a bright spot in my life :)

how are you and the baby doing?

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Posted 6/30/2009 7:05 AM (GMT 0)
good going to texas tom night.
Posted 6/30/2009 4:44 PM (GMT 0)
V what are you going to Texas for?
Posted 6/30/2009 4:53 PM (GMT 0)
V, you are too funny girl. You got me laughing already this morning.

RD: I knew you were feeling bad when I talked to you yesterday. I told my husband that I felt bad to hang up so soon. He was like...."Why are you hanging up because of bad weather on a cell phone"? He thought that was funny. It was stupid but I just felt nervous. I think I learned that from my anxious mother. LOL.

Anyway, how are you doing today? I wish I could have talked to you again but I went lay down. You should have called me though.
Posted 6/30/2009 6:44 PM (GMT 0)
v i wish you was coming to Tx and closer to me so we could meet up have lunch or something. good luck on your trip and enjoy.

CG, i know and understand about not being on the phone in a storm. i to done use my phone then. kinda old school but ya never know. and my brother was hit by lightling once. so i am doubley carefull. its never stupid to be carefull. i didnt call you back due to not wanting to wake you if you was sleeping, or bother your hubby if he was home.

i think i am more depressed then useale its just odd. i am scared to get my hopes up seeing the ID in 2days. knowing he is going to brush me off again. and every time i go anywere i get in a chat with someone, and every time they say they or someone they know has lyme, but as of yet i can not find 1 flipping Dr. who works with folks who have lyme here. it just makes me all the mader and more depressed.
Posted 6/30/2009 7:17 PM (GMT 0)
I just talk to the owner of a furniture store I got my sofa from and he told me today that he knew someone here that had Lyme Disease. That's I don't know how many now that has Lyme here in the South.
Posted 6/30/2009 9:50 PM (GMT 0)
Veromia....gosh...you just made me cry....
So sweet!
Posted 7/1/2009 3:13 AM (GMT 0)
I'm leaving in a few hours my daughters fathers family lives in Sanantonio texas she is 21 months and this is the first time she meets her other grandparents. Talk to you guys in a week if i dont gt to a computer while im there!!

Love-Veronica
Posted 7/1/2009 4:10 AM (GMT 0)
V, have a aonderfull time in Tx and i pray all goes well for you. enjoy!!!

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Posted 7/1/2009 4:32 AM (GMT 0)
hey man, hang in there.. you are doing good if you are typing and thinking at the same time.. it might be hard.. i'm not in your shoes, but i could only imagine the pain you have... alot of times i feel disconnected from the world also...like i would give my right thumb just to feel like the guy next to me in line at the grocery store, cause i feel he is sitting at 100% and has no idea how i feel inside...
Posted 7/1/2009 4:35 AM (GMT 0)
I know my fingers have been hurting me all day.. so I feel your pain! Go take a nice bath, and relax :-) I swear, I don't know how people are massage therapists. I give them props. My fingers and hands would like spasm, cramp up and die in like 30 seconds! hah. So hang in there ! :-)
Posted 7/1/2009 5:12 AM (GMT 0)
thank you Gizmo, belive it or not i used to give both my horses and dogs massages. now i cant hardly type and thats nothing really. but at times i have to med up bigtime to respond to post in here

james, i'm no man..lol just an old granny. :)

there are times i wish i could sleep till then find a cure, so i wouldnt have to live with this pain daily. i was thinking of doing a fun post to see if we could build a full body pain free useing 1 part from each of us. the only thing that dont hurt me at all is my lil toe on my right foot.

but give it a while and i am sure it will. uggg

lyme by no means is a picnick. and i feel for everyone and what issues they have. most of mine seem to be pain related. but am starting with the brain issues now.

i also look out my window at times and see folks out mowing there yrds and wish i was able to go out and enjoy the day. i even bought a new swing this yr. and havent been able to use it once. if i am feeling up to it at night the bugs are out so bad i cant handle it. now i wish i had the money i used to by the swing to use for treatment. hind sight is 20/20.

so now i have to biuld up a new life with lyme and go from there.
Posted 7/1/2009 4:43 PM (GMT 0)
RD,

Hey hunny:) How are you feeling today?
Posted 7/1/2009 9:13 PM (GMT 0)
RD, I'm so sorry you were feeling so bad and hope you feel at least a little better by now. I apologize for not reading your post until today and wish I could do something to make you feel better.

V, I hope you and your precious daughter have a wonderful time in Texas.
Posted 7/1/2009 10:41 PM (GMT 0)
scorpio i understand your not feeling well right now, and never feel as tho you have to respond to my post. i hope your better soon.

i'm not sure there is anything that will help me roght now, other then the ableitiy to find a LLMD in my part of Tx, who belives in lyme and will treat it.

i am just depressed over this the most. like i am beating my head agenst a brick wall. after so long you give up. i am in standby mood now really. i have to wait till the flipping Dr.s here wake up and take note of Lyme. hope i can last that long.
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