make sure you are detoxing your emotions

i have read some posts tonight that has definately let me feel the "darker" side of this disease....and i have learned in the past couple of weeks that as we detox our physical bodies...WE MUST BE DETOXING OUR EMOTIONS.....however u express yourself...however you free yourself of things that build up in our minds...do it!!!!...get rid of those toxic emotions of losing friendships...of suffering daily...feeling insignificant and small...feeling hopeless....because WHO WE ARE AND THE RELATIONSHIPS WE HAVE WITH OURSELVES IS THE DETERMINING FACTOR OF HOW FAST WE HEAL.....we are responsible for WE....our emotions doesnt define us...our circumstances doesnt define us....who we KNOW WE ARE and our potential...our love and our hopes and dreams is who we are.....THIS SICKNESS DOESNT DEFINE ANYONE ON THIS FORUM.....and i know its hard..but get to know yourselves while your are healing....get connected with yourself again....remember who you are....and allow yourself to mourn what your are going through......i laugh at myself when i can....i cry when i can...but most of all im rebuilding a relationship back with myself because this disease sometimes makes us forget who we are.....and i may suffer on a daily basis with my physical body...but me and me r buds....and no longer will i carry guilt of being sick ....im going to carry hope that i will never lose me again.....