So who do I contact about
adding "being attacked by evil spirits in the night" to the master symptom list?
My sleep paralysis is back! I lost track of how many back-to-back episodes I had last night - it was like in each layer of it I was more and more awake. First it was a legitimate dream, pretty harmless, then a half dream/nightmare with some evil presence, but the weird part is it was like I was watching someone in the next room have an episode of sleep paralysis, and then it turned into me! - then I woke up in my room, maybe, where I felt this sensation in my legs, sort of a vibrating, yet they were becoming paralyzed...that's when I realized what was happening and of course I tried to scream or move or get out of bed but I couldn't - but then I sort of levitated and saw an axe stuck in my wall that I was trying to grab - they say you hallucinate vividly in sleep paralysis but this seems more like a dream...
Then I was afraid to go back to sleep because I remembered when this used to happen I would have these incredibly loud hallucinations and I just didn't want to deal with that - partly because it's irritating and partly because there's still a scared little kid in me who's afraid of monsters under the bed :)
I know we've talked about this before, but I just need some support right now. I feel like I'm crazy and I know this will pass and my brain is just disoriented at the moment but I just don't know what to do with myself until this does pass and I can go back to enjoying sleep!
I'm on...
doxy
ceftin
tindamax
lunesta
melatonin
lentra from sanesco (for gaba support)
prolent from sanesco (for seratonin support)
cat's claw
Has anyone been able to attribute sleep disturbances to any of these? At first I thought it was the ceftin...but now I'm wondering if it's the doxy (a friend just recently told me it gave him vivid dreams). I just really want to figure out what's gone wrong and make it stop!