I just wanted to Thank You;
Summer16: for letting me know you were just diagnosed with Lymes. Let me know
what is going on with you and how you are feeling...
Springsjean: Thank you so much for your encouraging words, when indeed it can be quite
discouraging, dealing with all of this day in and day out. What a blessings your words are
to me. I will try very hard to remain stress-free, for I understand the importance of this very good advice!!!
Alliann: Thank you for your post! I'm going to be looking up rife/coil machine; you have my curiosity! LOL!
Well,
Last night was quite difficult. The pain was just so unbearable. The pain in my upper back, neck, arms, and especially lower back, groin, and down the legs... My feet still feel as though they do not belong to my body. This is really crazy, to think something living within me can cause so much havoc on my body. I am giving myself lots of good nutrition; Juicing carrots, kale, celery, spinach, green apples, romaine, etc. I also start off the day, first thing in the morning on an empty stomach, by drinking, barley juice. I pray so hard that I get through this, for it seems as though I will not make it to the next day! It is still so sureal to me that this is happening. Like I mentioned (or did I? LOL!), I have been a very active person my whole life; Backpacking, Mountain Climbing, Hiking, Skiing, Scuba Diving, Body Building, Running, Etc. Then after kids, my life slowed a little; still kept up with some daily activity, because now I was involved with the kids school! When my kids were both in 6th grade, 2010-2011 year, I had a very stressful year; it was crazy! But, I was excited that next year they would be in Jr. High, and I would be able to get back into what I love; Body Building! But that would never happen...
When 6th grade ended in May,2011, I was exhausted. Like I said, it was a very difficult year; I had placed way too much on my plate that year. When June arrived, I had woken up one day with severe groin pain on both sides; I could barely walk. This is when everything first started to happen to me. Months later, I was told I tested positive for Lupus. So, for months I thought I had this aweful disease and just began to feel sorry for myself. After about 10 months and things getting worse, I decided, "Okay God, You are going to have to take it from here, because I don't belive I have Lupus!" Well, I was correct. I didn't have lupus! Exactly one year later, June 2012, I was diagnosed with Lyme's Disease. I still cannot believe it! My Dr. is running other testing for these nasty little bacteria, that decided to come live with me; without an invitation! How dare they!
So, here we go on the Antibiotic merry-go-round! All I can do now is give my body the best nutrition I can give to it, get plenty of rest, reduce stress, exercise the best I can, and breathe.... Everything else, I need to give to God; after all, He made me. He has designed my body in a way that He says; I am Feafully and Wonderfully made. I'm doing all I can possibly do, now I'm trusting Him to take it from here!!!!
Is this going to be an easy journey? I don't believe so... I don't expect it to be... Is it going to be a healing journey? Yes. I believe this with all of my heart, it will definitely be a healing journey. Will I feel doubt along the way as I stuggle from one day to the next? Yes. I'm only human and there will be those days where I must come back and read my earlier posts, and those of others who are not only struggling also, but who are encouragers; this will help me get through.
Enough for now....
Thank you for reading... For those of you who need prayer, just post your need and I will definitely, without a doubt, pray for you!
Until Next time...
Blessings,
Fitnesstar