LottaAnsy,
There's really no need to post a long history, you can go to our "New to Lyme? Start here!" thread and have a look at the symptom lists in there for all of the tick-borne infections and see if you find your symptoms explained. That's how I figured out that's what I was dealing with!
I was first infected with Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever at the age of 7 and I'm 49 now, so I too can most definitely understand what you are probably going through.
I had two children and I too went through those periods of just pushing until the 'whatever it is' would calm down, but I found out later that it wasn't really a good thing to do. You are taxing your adrenals and possibly other organs. So please do through that thread I suggested. There is a whole bunch of other important information in there, so read through the whole thing.
You are no longer alone though!!! We are here to help guide you and help you to understand not only the info that you need, but what all is going on with your body! We have such a great group of people here, I'm sure that you will find this is the place to be!! LOL!!
If you find you match up with too many of the symptom lists, you will need to find either a Holistic practitioner, or a LLMD (Lyme Literate Medical Doctor) to help you through the healing. These are very complex diseases that few doctors truly understand, so you will need to learn as much as you can about
them, but -as I said earlier - we are here to help!!