hey, my name is cassie i am 22 and live in the hudson valley of ny. long story short i have been sick my whole life whether it be from strep/ food intolerances/ mono/ whatever you can think of ive probably had it. i dont have tonsils. i puked up everything the first year of my life, i have severe anxiety, depression, obsessive thinking and emetophobia. (phobia of vomiting) i am on prozac, welbutrin, xanax, A-L complex tincture, 2 probiotics, b12 shots daily, methyl-protect because i have a gene mutation (MTHFR) and i have an extremely strict diet. i do not eat wheat, gluten, dairy, eggs, casien, pork, or beef. i eat no junk food. and i still feel VERY sick. my mother has chronic lyme disease and she got me tested and guess what. mine is actually worse. go figure. so im in a rock and a hard place because i have seen her through so many treatments where she almost died. and i still see her suffer. i dont want to be that person. i feel like i would be fighting to win a battle that i am never going to win. so between all that and my severe emetophobia i just need a break. im going crazy! im only 22 i should be able to have a life and be in college and working. and i cant do anything but lay down take pills and eat salad. thats what my life has become. thank god i have an extremely supportive boyfriend. and a very supportive family. i just dont know anyone my age who has the problems i have and someone who can understand. so if anyone can email me at
[email protected] i would love a penpal. it would mean alot to have someone i can talk to when times get hard.
thanks again good health to all! <3
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