First I was in the hospital for the same thing two weeks ago, they shot me up with valium and sent me home. It's happens mostly at night, my body starts to jerks out of control. It can be anywhere from my hands , to my neck to my feet, I feel it starting, the burning sensation, and then it's like a attack.
I think by far last night was the worst My husband had to hold my hands, he said I was hitting myself this time. I don't remember all of it, just the feeling like bugs were under my skin, and I needed to them them out. I only take the medicine my doctor'gave me, right now just doxy, and an anti-inflammatory. I haven't started any news meds this week.
It's felt like the Lyme was attacking certain parts of my body, my muscles would tighten up, and my husband said he where I was having the pain, he could feel how tight the muscle was. I don't know what else to do, I am trying to do what the doctor tells me, I changed my whole life (eating habits). I took a detox bath hoping to help with the situation.
It's upsetting because my family , kids are scared. In my husband sleep he was saying it okay , it's okay, and for the life of me I can't stop what is happening to my body. I know there are worst things to have then Lyme, I realize that I am not alone in this. Last night I just felt like I couldn't do this day in and day out. I feel like people don't see me anymore they see the Lyme.
I know that I am a strong person, I think maybe the Lyme is just getting in my head, messing up my thoughts. I know this is going to be a long hard fight, I just hope I am strong enough to fight it.
Just me.
