the struggles w/ lyme (journal)

 

    I was out for one hour, that was it.  now I have to rest , rest of day.  jee whiz.

   Had a friend take boxes to my storage unit, I went with.

  Talking on the way there, I was ok, and then on way back  could not compete setences

remember things, not able to communicate efectively

   I sounded so stupid, so young,  so embrassssssssssssssssssssssssssssing

   It is also like I have become kind of autistic as well. 

   ,  he knows I am sick, but it is really bad still wicked embassing,from who I use to be to this...

   someone wants to see my house this week so hopefuly it will sell soon .

     Threw up last nite, takes more work to keep the house clean to be shown.  need to sell asap, I pray.

   so I can get on the road to heal,  I know my body is being affected by all of this, more so

        Carrying seven pound weight was so heavy for a few seconds, 

   I put my books in storeage  too since It is too difficult to read them right now

   and then at times I forget what all is in there anyways....  I paid months in adance so  I would not forget

    God help me get through this move,  so I can be on my way to healing.

 

   

   

 

Good for you, Hope2B! You managed to get some more prep work for moving done! You are having trouble remembering that you are quite ill, so don't be so hard on yourself - you're sick. Celebrate each little victory! Hope2B, you should celebrate that you got one step closer to being ready to move when the house sells!

As for not being able to talk so well, you were probably quite tired from being out like that - that's all. I still have those issues some when I get really tired - like tonight. When it happens to me I do apologize to others..for being so tired. That's what I told my family members tonight as a matter of fact.

Justme, you are in the same boat. You are quite ill as well, so don't beat yourselves up so much! If you had congestive heart failure (many researchers say we are as ill as those folks), we wouldn't be so hard on ourselves.

Keep up the good work!! You'll both get through this too!