Posted 3/6/2013 8:31 PM (GMT 0)
My blood work is in, but my doctor did not want to discuss it with me via the phone, so I need to wait until Monday to see him. This is making me nervous. I asked the receptionist a few questions, and she kind of dodge them .
In my life, I never thought about getting sick , I mean, I didn't really believe this was going to happen to me. I guess none of us do. I have been in a lot of pain the last few days, and I have been thinking wondering If I am going to ever get really better. I mean , I do what I am told , follow it as much as possible, and it doesn't stop the pain, doesn't stop the seizures.
I am now getting worried about getting better, I have hope, I haven't given up. I have so much fight in me, but I am scared. I know my liver is not in the best shape, and at 37 it shouldn't be like this. I am not a drinker but Lyme is really affecting my blood and my liver. I keep treating, and hope we all find a cure.
I guess I am lucky that they fired me from my job, at least I get unemployment, it's not much but it helps. I am sorry for everyone going through this horrible disease, it's very difficult, but we have to keep fighting through it.
justme