I've been trying not to bother all of you with how I'm feeling, trying to answer post from others, sticking with the 'practical' matters... but I'm home alone and not feeling well at all...
Lately, I was getting very comfortable with being alone, at home, just relaxing. I'm not bothered anymore with not having a social life. I have very few, but some really valuable people around me, and that's enough for me.
But I feel like I'm on some kind of emotional swing again...
Maybe I'm herxing on Buhner's Protocol (although I haven't been increasing dosage)????
Is it possible that it comes with a delay?
If that is the case, it's definitely milder on my system than herxing on abx (cause that was too much of it): I have a terrible headache, the skin of my head is really sore, I'm having hot/cold flashes (I turned off the heating, although it's only 6°C outside), creepy crawlies under my skin, my muscles are so tensed, I've got no muscle power at all, appetite is gone again, I have a lot of muscle twitching and I'm feeling really down.
I haven't forgotten about detoxing.
I need to keep in mind that I'll get through this, but my mind sometimes wanders off... I really feel like an outsider too...
I'm sorry, I just needed to get it off my chest...