Posted 6/23/2013 12:49 PM (GMT 0)
I was doing really well for about a month, I really thought I was heading to remission. Now I am going backwards, I am not sure why , but my symptoms are worse, I am freezing up more, having more pain.
The seizures are getting stranger, I got a horrible ear pain last night, then my body locked up for a long time. My vision was triple vision, and my body went into all of these spasm. I had to get help just to use the washroom, this week as been a really rough Lyme week.
I haven't changed anything, I am under a lot of stress , with finances, and my puppy being sick. I thought by now I will be well enough to go back to work, now I told my husband we are going to give it six more months, if my LLMD does not get me well enough, I am going to apply for disability.
The reason I am waiting is I get unemployment for being fired, and If I apply for the disability, I can lose the money I get. I see a LLMD now, she is good, but a all natural doctor. I do feel she is helping me get better, but I may need medication in the future that she can't proscribe. I pay at of pocket every week to see her, and it's killing us financially, there is another very good LLMD here but he only takes a disability card or cash, I can't afford to pay to see him right now.
With Lyme everything is a struggle, I have found their are twists in the road, and there is no quick fix. Since I am falling so much again from the seizures, I am really scared, that I will hit my head or break something. Lucky I have just landed on my knees in the past week or so.
I detox daily, take my herbs, eat right, but sometimes the Lyme beats me down, I am still fighting.
justme