I've been really weak the past 4 days, but yesterday I felt a bit better. Actually went out with my oldest daughter for about
an hour, was able to fix dinner, and got a grocery list made. Yay!!!!
This morning, I had been up for about
10 minutes...didn't even get the bed made,
.....and my legs simply decided they wanted to be jello again today. UGH!! I don't even like jello!! Hubby is at work, so I had figure this out....as I'm leaning against my bathroom counter. Praise God, my arms are not in cahoots with my legs. hahahaha!!!!!!!
So I had the kids bring me in a chair while I came up with a plan of attack....I could sit in the bathroom all day...yeah, that probably isn't going to work. Hmmm....maybe a crutch. Yeah, that might work. So the kids brought me a crutch and I managed to hobble to the living room with the support of my steadfast crutch and the walls. LOL!!!!
My kids are old enough to fix not only their breakfast, but mine. Now granted it is a bagel, which I shouldn't be eating, but at least I won't starve today.
I honestly don't understand the cause of this. My upper legs feel heavy and...obviously, weak. The lower half of my legs feel like.....it's kinda hard to describe.....like rubber bands have been placed around my knees and cut off circulation.....that's not exactly accurate but close.
*I have to throw this in here...my munchins are sitting at the dining room table...I can hear them. My son is praying for mom to feel better, all over her body. How sweet. Happy tear. (he's 11)*
My arms are tingly, along with my face and neck. I have a very unpleasant headache..of course, I haven't met a pleasant headache yet.
And I feel a little "out of it".
I know at this point in the game I have a choice. I may not have a choice about
my legs, bu I have a choice about
my attitude. I still am not dealing with monster brain, so that is one thing I am SUPER thankful for. I can be upset and angry or I can try to take this in stride. There is nothing I can do at this moment to change this (if there is please let me know,
). So, why not make the best of it. I can't say I'm thrilled with this happening, and I'd like it to be over.....but hey, what's another day on the couch??????