Hi Lymebabe,
I know you want to get healed and I also think you should read HeathersDad's posts and if you can find them GWB (aka Gary) posts. No matter where you go, all the "real" work starts when you return home, the detox baths, the dry skin brushing, the infrared sauna, the best diet possible, and the list goes on.
I hope you are not expecting a "cure" from any clinic.. That is not how it works when one wants to get better.
Have you been detoxing at all?
I wish you the best!!
Denise