Hi All. I'm new here, and really need some help. I'm feeling really, really alone! I've searched for support groups, or phone numbers, with no luck. Here we go..
I was dx with Lyme in 2008 (bitten again 2010). Took the doxy and told I would be fine. Although every year since I've tested positive for lyme. The drs say it's an "old" infection.
I've complained of pain in joints for years.
Most recently the worst has happened.
My hair has started to fall in strands. My eye started to twitch which is now in every muscle in my body. My memory and thinking is just off. (I've gotten lost coming home twice in the same day, this week) I go from happy to sad in .2 seconds. My heart flutters and beats hard for no reason. My face and hands feel "tight". Sensitive to light and focusing. The joint pain is excruciating. I'm so exhausted. Night sweats. Now day sweats too. Most recent a "lump" feeling in my throat.(I think that's it)
I'd like to think I take good care of myself. I drink green smoothies, I work out, I work, I'm a mom of 2 and wife.
At first I chalked it up to "getting old".
Last week I took a stand for my health and told the dr all these things. She said lupus. Or ms. and took 7 viles of blood.
Got the results. 3 anti bodies. 39 and 41 (now I know to ask!) She didn't tell me the 3rd. Again she said these are old infections. And I would be much more "sick if I had a Co infection or "chronic lyme". I have an mri tomorrow.
I just saw a lyme literate herbalist. She told me to go on the paleo diet . And do the Epsom and oregano oil bath. And gave me teas and tinctures to strengthen my immune system.
When I called her with the results of the bands. She sounded like she agreed with the doctor!
My husband has been distant. (it's not like I have a "real disease")
I live on an island off the east coast. I'm pretty secluded. No friends or family in the immediate area.
To see a llmd. It will cost so much because off ferries etc.
I'm willing to stick with the herbalist. I just need to know that she will actually help me and believe what's going on here!
Here are my questions:
1) Do you think these symptoms are lyme?
2)who can I call for support?
3) can I really get better with herbs?
4) how do I get my dr or someone to get me tested for co infections?
5) do you think I have co infections?
6) how bad (or what "stage") do you think I'm in?
7) how long before I get worse than this, If not seen by a llmd?
8) what will happen if I wait (any period of time)?
Any help, thoughts or ideas are greatly appreciated!
My apologies. If this intro. Is a bit confusing. I'm under a lot of pressure. And feel awful to boot!
Thank you!
All my Best!!