Pirouette said...
heh—
actually, I SHOULD go to bed by 8:30. With the adrenal problems my docs have begged me to try to get 10 hrs a night. But I simply cannot stay asleep that long—it's so much better now than before (for nearly two years I literally could not get more than 2 hrs a night, it was horrible).
Plus, I have this weird neurosis—let's see if I can explain it. I get really really tired about 8:30. Then I subconsciously start feeling nervous about going to bed that early—is it because it makes me feel old and closer to doing stuff like eating at 4:30 and arriving to appts 2 hrs early (makes me think of all the things we'd poke fun at my grandparents for)? or is it because I am afraid I'll miss something interesting (I have no idea what… I live alone and my life is uninteresting and don't watch tv so everything I do watch is on video)? or is it yet another strange personality qwerk brought about by the infection? So weird. Anyway, if I stay up just another half hour or so, I get a second wind. Then I can't fall asleep until midnight. But no matter how late I stay up I still wake up at 7am.
-p
I too have had this problem - although it's
finally starting to resolve for me. (Happy dance!!!) It really s*cks to be so tired, then right around the time you
should be heading off to bed, to start waking back up!!! I've sat in my chair and cried from this happening just 3- 6 months ago! I was only sleeping 4 - 5 hours a day 6 months ago, but as my adrenals heal - and I get off the prescript
ion sleep meds!! - I'm doing much better now. Yea!
Another happy dance!!!