Posted 10/20/2014 7:49 PM (GMT 0)
I've been shrugged off by specialists (orthopedists, neurologists, rheumatologists, gastroenterologists) for so long and been told "it is CFS" or "it's in your head" or "you have depression" that I honestly don't know when things started. Thing is, I'm not depressed - and I'd tell them that! I'm frustrated. I'm tired of being tired. But I'm not depressed. So I rejected those diagnoses and only recently have felt the delight of finally having a real diagnosis and a real target. Having been to so many doctors and spent so much money to never feel better leaves me skeptical, but I have my first appointment with an LLMD (for which I have been waiting 2 months now) in 3 days....so I am excited and hold some hope for this!
Best I can tell, about 10 years ago I had some hip and shin problems while running. The hips hurt at night and the shins during running. Ortho told me that I had shin splints, but having played sports for years I knew it was not that. I just kept running and kept hurting....and the hip pain began waking me up at night. MRI's, x-rays, etc all showed "there's no reason for you to have hip pain." So, I just learned to adjust to a lack of energy and sleep. Kept running.
I wish I knew then what I know now. Over the past 10 years my symptoms have progressed and many more have been added: insomnia, anxiety (only at night - prob related to never sleeping), fatigue no matter how much sleep I get, brain fog, trouble word-finding, etc. I have had 3 hernias in my abdomen and a horribly herniated disc in my neck. I had to quit running about 5 years ago due to such severe plantar fasciitis that I was unable to walk around for 10-15 minutes in the mornings. I've had headaches and stiff neck every day for over 2 years. I get random muscle and joint aches, unexplained tooth and jaw pain that comes and goes, tinnitus, ocular migraines (my vision looks like a kaleidoscope) that come and go. I get the pounding chest (but blood pressure is normal) often without exertion. I have quite a few Gi issues that were chalked up as "IBS". I have frequent limb numbness and tingling.
I have no recollection of a tick bite, but my wife has, over the past couple years, begun showing some of these symptoms. As I understand it, though, she could have given it to me or vice versa. We never put this together until we had a friend that recently walked this path where her whole family has Lyme. She recommended Igenex (I have tested negative twice by other labs) and it came back positive. I know that God has gone before and behind me the whole way and that it is not by accident that our friend insisted that I get an Igenex test (because I thought, "I've already been tested for that"). She looked me straight in the face and said, "this is going to sound weird....but you have lyme".
So, there it is. Hopefully beginning in 3 days the story changes to include many victories, lots of symptoms being dissolved, and a story of hope for me, my wife (and potentially my kids too), and for others! I have certainly gained some hope from reading some of your stories of victory and avenues/methods for healing and restoration.