Biological clock

I never felt it ticking, but all of a sudden it's there...

I always felt 'lucky' to not have this strong feeling of wanting to have a baby. The constant fatigue and exhaustion the last 20 years made it feel as if having a baby was out of the question.
I'm 35 now and all of a sudden it's there... it started last week.
I see a baby on television and I get very emotional. I hope this goes away, cause I'm still in the midst of treatment and not better yet. Some of my blood tests are so bad that having a baby now would cause real problems.

Hubby hasn't noticed yet, but I need to tell him so that I'm not alone in this.

I hope I'll get better before I get too old to have a child.

Just venting I guess...

I know of several people who had in their early 40's....put them in a higher risk, but had healthy babes....

I heard from the sophia health institute (dr. klinghardts place) that most people there get better after 2 years, and become healthy enough to have kids. Followed with maintence supplements for the rest of their life. I realized this is waaaaay faster than what the outcomes are from other experts. There way of treatment differs as it involves detoxing 1st, then killing parasites and mold(which I heard mold supports lyme growth). Perhaps finding someone who is knowledgeable with detox/mold or uses klinghardts approach can help this be a faster road.

Best of Luck

Marie - a lot of healing can take place in the next two years - and you will only be 37 which is still young enough to have a baby. Heck, there are women choosing to have babies in their early 40's these days.

Don't worry - you've still got plenty of time!

Yes, you have time! Have you thought of adopting? Pregnancy and childbirth can be pretty hard on the body.

That's what I planned on doing once, a long time ago . . . this was before the poop hit the fan :)

M