Co infection or Lyme?

Hey all, I have this really weird thing that happens sometimes when I wake up, it doesn't happen everyday but maybe like once or twice a week and it's weird. Whenever I wake up sometimes, I will feel like I am just a body lifeless and dead, sometimes will feel brain dead almost. Or like I am already dead or something, gah it's so hard to explain but whenever I get it when I fully wake up I have anxiety and some depersonalization and it scares me. What could this be from? If you need me to explain further I can just ask a question right now i tried to explain it best I could cause it just happened and I am still a bit shaken up right now

Actually it's kind of different because I can move and all that it just feels very odd, wish I could explain it better but I never had it before the tick bite and get it like twice a week now. Almost like my brain is one big non functioning rock but I can still move around and turn and look at things but feel like I'm practically brain dead or something.

This was my first startaling symptom when I was 16... (24 now) I would describe the same, but with a hint of mania and maybe bipolar-ness. It was back and forith, but it went away with a bit of mild exercise that I ramped up over time, and grapefruit seed extract added to my treatment of a bunch of other stuff. Im doing alot better now and understand the defense mechanisms of lyme and its co-infections alot better, let me know if there is something else that I might be able to help with