I am just second guessing myself now!
I know I am reacting to either the houttuynia ( bartonella herx) or the eleuthro.
But right at this moment- even though I took TWO valium earlier today ( which is very rare for me- usually one does the job), I am sitting here with an undercurrent of anxiety.
So now I am thinking this is the bartonella herx. this is fine- it is not horrendous but usually with this much valium I don't feel it.
so anyway now I am trying to differentiate between the speedy scary possibly eleuthro effect and the anxiety bartonella effect---.
It is confusing because there are so many factors and elements ! The stopping of the abx, the adding of the houttuynia, and the other 14 herbs I am on.
But the other 14 ( or so) herbs I was on for over 2 weeks and up to full dosage before I started the houttuynia 3 or so days ago. And other than the first day or two of herxing on them, I wasn't feeling a bad reaction to them.
So--- unravelling this mystery of how to heal---
Either
-The eleuthro built up enough in my body at 2+ weeks to finally cause a speedy reaction
or
-It is a herx from the houttuynia
or
-The speedy is different from the head anxiety
and one is from one and one is form the other
or
-none of the herbs are working and this is all symptoms from being off the abx! ( which I doubt, and hope not but had to put it out there!)
ugh
I was feeling so good on that protocol. Argh this is such a roller coaster.
Oh well- in time I will try it without the eleuthro and then I will know, I just have to be patient.
I just wish I could drink my cup of tea and take my tonic lke I have been, just in case what I am feeling is actually the returning of symptoms since I am not on the full protocol today!