Hi All,
I'm in a bit of a conundrum - Is it really time for me to stop my treatment???
Here's the situation. My liver started expressing it's sincere displeasure with me with constant pain/pressure in the back and very "blonde" stools, my intestines were really yelling at me with
tons of intestinal gas (it never 'moves out' - it just stays in my intestines, 'rolling around') and of course, I was not a very happy camper with those things going on. During this time, I was using my Chronic Tonic, liver flushes daily, probiotics up the wazoo, and of course detoxing as much as I could without over doing it for me.
So I chose to stop my Lyme treatment until my liver and bowels came back under control - oddly enough it took 12 days (I detoxed the whole time), so I gave it two more days to just 'be happy' and then faithfully started back on my treatments. During that two week break, I felt
great!!!! I had more energy that I was used to, slept great, wanted to be out doing things (granted, it was small things with frequent rests - but I
worked in the yard & garden!), and was generally in a much improved mood for a number of reasons.
Well, here I sit, just 4 days after restarting the herbs, and now I feel sick - not like I'm herxing though - I've been through that enough to know all too well what that feels like. I'm nauseous, but not in the same way as I always have been when herxing. I have headaches - hard to compare those, as I've had all kinds of headaches while treating, but these feel different somehow, and I just feel unwell. My liver is struggling again and my bowels are
definitely unhappy again.
Considering how wonderful I felt during my little 2 weeks off of treatments, I'm wondering if I'm done with treatments - ie (dare I say) healed from Lyme? and that's why the treatments are making me feel ill (not herxing ill though) now? It was kind of a relief mentally when I restarted the herbs, because I wasn't sure that I was done, and we all know what too short of a treatment time means.
One of the things that keeps me guessing is the adrenal and thyroid issues that I'm still dealing with. I know that I'm not done with my recovery from those things. My thyroid still likes to swell and I can't loose the weight I gained when it went on strike, and although I generally sleep a good 7 or 8 hours a night now (major YEAH!!!
), I still don't have the energy I should - or did 2 years ago.
So I'm turning to those that know me and my situation best - you all on this forum - for help in finding the right answer for me at this time - because I'm afraid to say that I'm healed yet!!! LOL! Could I really be done with this already? It's been 5 months since I started treatments for a 3 month old infection.
Opinions, please????
and thanks in advance for helping me to figure this out!!!