While I thank you for all the kind words (stop it!! You're going to make me cry!!!), I have had a great deal of support from many others here - both mods and just very special people - like Girlie who is here welcoming everyone she can and offering as much support to everyone that she can. And
that is what makes this forum what it is - not one person, it's all of us, caring deeply for each other and what they are going through and what they face even if it's not Lyme related!!!
I was healed the first time when I had to help my FIL through the end of his life. I even found I had support for that here on this Lyme forum!!! I was overwhelmed with the kindness and compassion that I was shown even though I was healed and what I was going through had nothing to do with Lyme!
So you all need to give yourself a pat on the back as well. It takes all of us doing our part to make this forum what it is - and thankfully that "bar" wasn't set by me....I'm too short at 5'1" and it wouldn't be placed very high!!