Posted 4/29/2015 8:56 PM (GMT 0)
So the appontment wasn't exactly great, but not terrible either. He addressed that my pulse was pretty high for someone my age and my blood pressure was a little high for my age. (I did have anxiety and nervousness during the appontment though).
He said the he thinks the anxiety that I have and me being a bit overweight for my height contributes to the blood pressure/pulse issue a lot, he wants me to start exercising in small amounts and eating a lot better to try and drop weight before my next appontment next month.
It's funny cause he said (do you have anxiety right now? Because your heart is pounding) and he laughed and I said yes I always get nervous at appointments.
He set up a couple of tests throughout the month of May before my next appontment(stress test and echo). He said he thinks my anxiety contributes to the problem a lot but he wants to run the tests anyway to be safe.
I am hoping it all goes well, I won't know anything until I take these tests so it really didn't help ease my fears at all, and he really didn't seem to understand lyme at all and kind of just brushed it off when I told him I was bitten by a tick last year.
My urgent care doctor seemed more understanding of the tick bite than the cardio doc did. I am so sick of these tests and doctors and all this stuff and feeling cruddy all the time, all cause of a little darn bug, worst part is no one understands either, that I am not in control of my anxiety or stuff like that most of the time, it's a mess.
He wants me to start taking the celaxa as well cause he thinks it will help me a bit but I am hesitant kind of, but maybe I will try it who knows. It was good to get in and set up the tests and all but it didn't exactly help ease my anxiety. Although he did say my anxiety could be the problem and needs to be controlled.
Just wanted to update everyone, I feel so hopeless either way so I don't really know why I actually expected anything good out of this. Sorry to sound depressing, but it just sucks.
Hopefully all goes well next month and I'm cleared and okay, but I'll have to wait for now and just try to control my anxiety. Thanks for the support in my last post everyone!