no motivation bad day

I totally understand, Catchscooter!

It IS draining - every morning, open my eyes...and think...what will I be dealing with today...

That's why this forum is so great - I don't have to convince anyone that this really sucks sometimes...y'all know and can relate.

Try and take it easy today...have a 'rest' day...if that's possible...and tomorrow is another day...hopefully you'll feel better tomorrow.

I hear you catchscooter. I'm having a really hard day today as well and my sleep has been crap. I'm sorry it's been rough. Let's hope for better days tomorrow for both of us!

Thankyou all for the support sometimes you just start feeling sorry for yourself i feel.so old but i am not....

keep hanging in there and fighting the good fight! I really feel ya! like Girlie says, I love this place because people here understand the true suffering and monster undertaking it is pursuing and pushing and navigating thru these treatments and the unimaginable seemingly endless journey this can feel like.

It sometimes seems like an endless torturous Groundhog's Day, same misery and pattern day after day. I truly believe it is worth it, but hard beyond imagining. The things that keep me going are knowing how far I've come by suffering thru these periods of misery, but also there is just no other option for me, my life pre-treatments was not a life. So taking the misery of treatment, so long as it is manageable, even if the days last forever, is the price I pay for the opportunity of getting health back. I've "lost" enough of my life and I finally feel I'm pushing back, this last year has been hard as hell (1st year I've really started treating aggressively and correctly IMO), but it has been the best decision of my life.

I find that I get really depressed when I'm not feeling well. Try not to push yourself too hard on your treatment. It can be too much at times.

I hope you feel better soon. I will pray for you. Hang in there Catchscooter!!!

You also might check out the threads on the pure Nystatin powder Pirouette has discussed regarding Candida (and yeast/fungal treatment). If you have any questions, let us know.

Hugs!

It's okay to wallow and piss and moan! Omg, this illness is devasting and so very difficult to manage...the treatment and herxing and dealing with it day in and day out...it can take all the strength you have just to get through the first half of the day...

Every day that you feel crappy though, you're one day closer to feeling better! If you're on a good treatment and trying hard to keep up with detoxing....you'll get there! I'm so much stronger now, where before I was so very weak, tired....lethargic, just a slug.

I know, you'll have a good day and feel so optimistic, then, bam...more herxing. That's how it was for me. But, then you'll have 2 good days.....then 3....etc....

Hang in there, take care of you :)

I hear you Catchscooter. I feel like my life has been derailed. I have no idea how long it will be before I can get things back on track. Sometimes, we go through awful times. This is definitely a difficult time for us.

Try to keep the faith that things will get better. Keep coming here for support. We can definitely relate to your sadness and frustration. Stay strong and don't give up. Things will get better!