Feel like I can't trust anyone anymore

Oh Margaret - my heart sank when I read this...I'm so sorry!

I can understand the PTSD - you have been through sooo much, my dear!

I've been thinking of you and wondering how you are.

Can you talk to a Counselor? Do you have access to one without having to pay?

Feeling like warm dog poo,
At the moment, your own best friend being you.

Watching from the window, the sad world of deceit
Could it be that it's sometimes just hard--To revel in the sweet?

Dear, dear Margaret~Your mind is still alive
From PTSD, you will return ~Despite all this silly jive!

Sry-it is harder still to trust with really bad & putrid poetry! I did pop an ambien in my defense!

Kiss the puppies & try to emulate their pure love.

Sincere & warm hugs & right now the hugs really would be, too (!), as my arms & hands are pumping oddly warm Blood tonite. Like I could put my hand on an ice cube & melt it. It's a welcome feeling, as opposed to Popsicle areas I've had b4. Signs off healing? If so I am sending your way!

Sending a big hug whether you trust it or not.

If I say 'I get it' I know it doesn't actually help but I have no happyjo poetry in me. (Raise hands if you want a double helping of what she's on... ;) )

Hang in there xx

I'm sorry Margaret! I have been thinking about you too.

I hope you can find someone to talk to. It is important to find someone who is empathetic to listen to you. It does not have to be a therapist. When I feel all alone and like I have no one to talk to, prayer helps me. I have a captive audience. I know that I'm deeply loved!

My heart really goes out to you. You have had too much trauma. I hope that everything lightens up for you. You're overdo for a healing phase. Time to put the trauma behind you. Something else that helps me is finding relaxing activities that lighten my mood and distract me. Maybe, a Netflix binge is in order. My fur babies always help too. Know that we care!!! You're important. You have to get through this. Don't give up. ((((Hugs))))