Motor skills, typing, spelling, lyme and work

So I guess all of this is nuero stuff huh? I improved a little from my low point in this area, but thats it, I'm stuck on a platue (spell check could not figure that one out, neither can I)..

My worst was when I was herxing with a toxic feel in me, per genetics I cant detox well so this is part of it for me.

Everything is linked in with nuero- gut, sleep , thyroid ect, so it can be complicated.

If your hands dont work good enough (motor skills), you cant type worth beans. I use one finger and one thumb, long hands help. So I cant have a desk job, I'm too slow and clumsy fingered. Cant do what I want to with my guitar (not that that matters). I was a freelance writer (made $) with an audience 15 years ago, my creativity went away with my typing ability, its just too hard.

My adult dyslexia is only a little better, I rely on spell check. Some times I spell right but backwards, some days I just cant spell more than five letter words.

My hands are less shakey at least. When I'm toxic I shake more. An anti tremmor betta blocker helped me stay employable, which is difficult.

Im just wondering whatr others have done to help this stuff. Done with ABX, other options are even more expensive, but sometimes we can treat these things individually natural ways. I was thinking about the hyberbaric treatment, but I need to ponder that more as it is very costly.

I like to plan ahead with what to try next. I will try LDN soon, I know it helps some with pain, but as far as this nuero stuff goes, I dont know.

More physical jobs, even standing over 1 hour is painfull, so I realize I might have to sell my simple, cozy, small town home someday if I dont get better and buy a trailer in the sticks to live cheap (ironically closer to lyme LOL).

I forget things fast, sometimes people repeat the same info from 6 months ago, thats OK. I have post it notes on top of each other and evebtualkly sort them into a notebook for safe keeping. Harddrives break, notebooks dont.

thanks all

I feel most toxic when I'm killing stuff off. Killing candida this summer upped my toxic feel (felt real hot in AC and tired) and Chlorella helped the herx from RX diflucan. I was still toxic, just more comfortable.

I never had good symptom releife from detox like many here do.

ALA does nothing that I can tell. Alergic to milk thistle. Charcoal is complicated since it washes everything out. D-limonine is good for my sub-par liver (a problem), it helps digestion. My gut feels as good as it gets. But I dont know what a perfect gut is like, I might not ever with this liver of mine.

Magnessium baths do nothing long term but bump up my water bill (ha ha). Hot tubs make me feel worse, I dont like any heat over 80F.

As you can tell I get impatient with waiting! But the more I ask, the more ammo I have to fix this. I trained my endo on LDN, so he will help with thyroid adjustments, hope he stays on the program.

I'm doing physical alergy testing next, and some deeper metals testing soon - where I take something first that releases "stuck" metals.

I didn't think ALA was doing much for me, so when I ran out the last time, and money was a bit tight, I opted to wait a few weeks to get more. Silly me, I started on the same dose as I was taking when I had it thinking that since I wasn't treating these infections any longer it would be okay. I mean, it was only a couple of weeks - HA!! What a wake up call! My liver flushed toxins, down through my digestive tract so heavily, that I refused to leave the house (LOL! I needed to be close to a bathroom!), and my lymph glands swelled up, and my skin broke out. Wow! I know that it doesn't help everyone like it evidently does for me, but if you do stop it and restart it - be warned! You could have quite a reaction!

What about your gene mutations? Are you taking the supplements to help correct those issues?

It took me months and months of detoxing before I could feel much relief. And I don't thing it's so much about patience really, but frustrations of not being able to find what will help you heal/feel better. You have been with us for a while, and while you have been a big help on the forum and I don't want to see you go - I do wish you could find your healing.

I hope chelation helps you.