Posted 2/15/2016 11:23 PM (GMT 0)
Hello there.
I am a 25 year old man from Norway, diagnosed with lyme + bart. and babesia in 2014 based on darkfield microscopy and a IgG positive western-blot test. The doctors here in Norway says that based on Norwegian guidelines, I don't have lyme disease. I got a tickbite in 2012. Got flu like symptoms and joint pain in my hands, but no rash, so didn't get any abx from my doctor. The next 12 months I felt fine except some intense joint pain in my hands when been active(cross country skiing and such things). In 2013 I got another tick bite. This time I got a rash, so the doctor gave me 2 weeks of abx. During the treatment I started to get stomach pain, headace and vision problems, but it all disappeared after a few weeks.
To make a long story short. In December 2014 all those things came back + a lot more.
I went to a llmd in Germany September 2014 and started IV treatment. After 4 weeks of IV, I went back to Norway and continued with oral abx. The last few weeks in Germany was really tough. A lot of my symptoms, which are mostly neurological, got worse, but when I came home and continued with oral abx, it wen't back to "normal". Not sure if the worsening I felt during the IV treatment was herx or just side effects.
The thing is. I've been on oral abx for 1,5 year now(had a break because of high liver values), but haven't had much improvement. I've had some periods during the last year where I have felt a little better, but my vision- and muscle symptoms haven't gotten any better. My muscle problems are the same, maybe a little worse.
I have been to 2 different neurologists and they both suspected myopathy. One EMG test was almost normal, another showed some myopathic changes. I've done 2 muscle biopsies, but they both came back fine. So the conclusion is that I don't have any kind of myopathy or any other serious muscle disease.
That doesn't help me much, because I'm not getting better, rather slowly worse. I don't have any kind of weakening in my muscle strength. The problem is rather that my muscles all over my body gets tired so fast. When walking up stairs it feels like lactic acid is building up inside my thigh, like after heavy strength training. I've been a fly fisherman for all my life, but had to give that up because of they pain and weakening I get in my hands and lower arm when casting the fly rod. I also have a lot of twitching and muscle cramps all over my body and my muscles feels kinda strange. They are all soft and if I touch my leg- or arm-muscles they feels like modeling clay. It's really strange. Also have lumps all over my body between the skin and muscles. Only a few of them hurts, the rest are just annoying.
Except these symptoms, I have all typical lyme and bartonella symptoms.
I'm making this post because I feel lost, and I don't know what to do. I'm glad I haven't been diagnosed with a serious muscle disease, but it doesn't help much if I still continue to get worse. I am seeing a psychiatrist once a week, and have done that for about 1 year, but it doesn't help me much except that I have someone to talk to. I'm not afraid and I don't have anxiety. It's more like I don't care about anything anymore and all hope about the future are far gone.
I'm not really sure what I hope for with this post, but at least it feels good to talk about my struggles.
best regards