Ugh... this is a source of stress for me, too.
It wasn't always - I used to LOVE cooking and was a great cook and baker. I almost
opened a bakery.
Now, every step in the process of feeding my face is stressful. First, all the food restrictions, which doesn't exclude tastey foods but requires most everything to be made at home. But for me, I also have a huge challenge just to get food into my fridge. I don't have a car right now so I have to plan store runs around my car rentals for MD appts---or the days I can make it on my bike to the store.
And I never have an appetite so there's nothing driving me into the kitchen except to do my tinctures and take meds. I also try really hard to stick to a paleo diet and avoid processed foods--so that means everything has to be prepared. And it doesn't have to be complicated recipes but I still really struggle with doing it.
Then...the planning. I never have an appetite and often have nausea so planning meals in advance is hard to do. I just don't want to think about
it and can't think of anything that sounds good. I wish I had PeteZa in my kitchen!
When I do get to the store I have to remember to grab my list before going (I usually forget). I have to remember why I put things on the list because for some reason, my mind just can't process the fact that I put the item on the list for a reason, and then I often don't have the energy to get through the shopping list before I'm wiped out/or literally can't stand long enough to get what I need.
Then, I get it home. And it sits in the fridge because I don't have the energy to make anything. Girlie---that salad sounds perfect but everything would wilt before I could finish all that chopping. I am embarrassed (and angered!!) to say that I've thrown out food because I didn't have the strength to turn it into a meal before it went bad.
OR - I simply cannot keep up with cleaning up. I have gone without eating so many times because I didn't have the energy to clean a pan. Literally. That is one thing that is getting a little better--and it's not just a physical effort thing, it's also a psychological thing where seeing unwashed dishes was incredibly stressful so I would avoid the whole situation. That was one improvement I've noticed with my recent bart treatment--I am able to keep up with dishes. HUGE progress.
I had help a couple months ago making stuff and freezing it and it was the most glorious thing I'd ever experienced LOL. I regret that I didn't figure out a way to get help before. But I have a small freezer and now that food is all gone and I'm a mess again... Ugghhh... food.
I do have a couple of easy "go-to" meals I do on a good day:
I buy organic frozen veggies and plop a bunch into a sauce pan, heat them up and sprinkle spices, garlic, seasoning from the "meal seasoning packets" on top (I use all sorts of "meal" seasoning packets--indian/mexican/thai dishes). This is always good, not necessary a meal but it's easy. On my good days I'll use bone broth and prepare quinoa or brown rice to add to the veggies.
Or I
open a carton of organic soup - Imagine Foods has an amazing organic broccoli soup (with leeks or potatoes and lots of great spices) and Pacific(?) has a great butternut squash soup, there is a good leek soup brand--can't remember now. But most of these are low-salt and seasoned and are great on their own but then I add those pre-prepared organic chicken strips that you can buy frozen in the store (expensive, unfortunately) to the soup as it's heating on the stove so that's my meal--probably too often but better than not eating.
Another thing I like is to buy pureed organic fruit (strawberry, acai, mango) and combine it with chia seeds - let it soak for the seeds to plump up and it's a good substitute for yogurt or cereal.
And for those days when I literally can't get out of bed, I have a stash of "Think Thin" protein bars in my night-stand. They are non-GMO and high in protein and some have no sugar (xylitol, which is good for y/f control). They are good to have in your purse or travel bag - they taste pretty good for an energy bar. But they are peanut-based so not good for those w/ mold issues.
And, when things are really bad I have some medicated food powder on hand and several cartons of almond milk to make food shakes. I hate the taste so I add unsweetened cocoa to it.
Who knew that eating 3xday could be so overwhelming...
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Post Edited (Pirouette) : 5/14/2016 3:37:32 PM (GMT-6)