outscruff said...
I think the original doctor -- who is no longer allowed to treat -- is good. His hands are just tied. Both doctors, however, said I definitely have some kind of pathogen wreaking havoc -- the supervising doctor said it is probably a complex mix of bacterial and viral; but the difficult part is working out what exactly ..
I am so sorry you are caught up in this vortex. Not understanding how to diagnose lyme & co doesn't make you a bad doctor or uncaring--but it does make you a bad fit for someone who needs treatment for lyme & co. You need to get yourself to another lyme specialist who is confident and experienced in making the clinical diagnosis that is necessary for this type of pathogenic illness.
- The tests are 50% accurate, at best. Lyme specialists know this and understand how the background for why the tests are often falsely negative and how to "work around" these results to get the most information out of the tests; most others in the medical profession do not.
- Lyme specialists know what else that is in your personal history and exposure to ticks in order to understand your personal risk level in order to augment a proper diagnosis; most others in the medical profession have none of these skills.
- Lyme specialists understand how to interpret your specific symptomology as clues to which pathogens are challenging your system and how to narrow down which possible coinfections and other pathogen loads are overloading your immune system (yes, you likely also have other viral loads, too) and how the pathogens might be manifesting themselves and causing stress on your body systems; most others in the medical profession simply don't have the experience to effectively understand the nuances of all of this.
And not all lyme specialists are created equally. From what we see here on the forum, there are a handful of excellent Lyme specialists and a handful of professionals who want to become one or think becoming one is a simple thing (or a lucrative thing), and then there is everyone else in-between. The truth of this journey for us Lymees is also that we are generally able to rely on our LLMDs for 50% of our care--it's really up to us to fill in the balance. There is just too little known about
Lyme, no consistent treatment "givens" and too many unique complexities in each of our individual cases.
We can help you find someone else - I'm not sure if you've done this yet but you can post a new thread with "Looking for and LLMD/ND in ____."
Hope this is helpful!
-p