I'm so sorry that you had to even consider that! I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
Amox needs to be combined with another abx that will keep it in the blood stream longer, or it has very little effect on the bacteria. It's usually combined with Probenecid.
You can read more on it in this pdf:
www.lymenet.org/BurrGuide200810.pdf I raised 2 kids while I was quite ill with these stupid infections, and let me tell you, when I apologized to them for not being "all I could be" as a Mom - they set me straight and told me that I WAS, because I was always available to them to talk to, to be with, and that it not only brought them a better understanding of compassion, but in helping those that need it.
Maybe this will help you as well:
themighty.com/2015/10/to-the-mom-living-with-chronic-illness-who-feels-inadequate/