Posted 9/25/2016 2:15 AM (GMT 0)
Other things in life upstage your health issues. When you are REALLY down and out for the count in the early phases, nothing seems to matter, absolutely nothing but making sure you are getting good nutrition and your herbs in. So - to spite yesterday, a grant writing fail, today a collaborator dropping out from a project giving me only a month to scramble and pull things together, the hair dresser taking her bad day out on my hair - it is SO bad I am wondering if they'll ask me to wear a wig at work, and at the beach - some creep lifting his trunks to show off his privates and I had energy to call the Sheriff's department and felt cruddy not because of overwhelming body symptoms, but because, well, sometimes things come at you so fast you feel like someone with no bat to defend yourself in the batters cage when the whole team starts slinging hardpacked manure balls at you. I never thought my response to a slew of crud would be an indicator of health coming back.