Down days

Feeling pretty rough. Physically, im in pain, muscular and shooting nerve. Mentally, I feel wore out. Since my hive episode the other day im scared to take anything. Friends are all in new relationships, celebrating old ones, taking vacations....ughhhh!!! Today is a Lyme rally nearby and I cant make it due to feeling like crap plus the timing makes it so I wouldnt be able to make it to my 2nd shift job. I need to clean the house and dont even feel the energy to even take the trash out. Just. One. Of. Them. Days!!!

I found doing busy work really distracted me. I had to do it slow and I had to make sure it wasn't something super important that needed detail, but just something to keep me busy and make the time of pain go by.

Thanks all. Ill take my abx along to work, not sure I have to courage to pack the monolaurin though. Ill try to get some in me before bed. Just come out of a epsom bath, feel more relaxed...tired though too. Little achy. Normally id rest, but I need to get to work. Need the money. Besides, theres some real characters in there. Sometimes they can brighten your day pretty easy. Hopefully thats the case....off to work I go! Have a great day all.