Hi Hoagie - welcome to our community.
I'm so sorry you have this weight on your shoulders.
For members recommendations - it's best if you enable your email option (through 'My Profile') - so they can email you privately. We don't post the names of LLMD's on the forum..for their privacy.
They are at risk of investigation/prosecution for treating lyme with long-term antibiotics.
You can also contact ILADS:
ilads.org/ilads_media/physician-referral/And you can email me and I will share names I have in that area. (although I don't have any experience with them)
We encourage all our new members to read through the "New to Lyme?..Start Here!" thread - that sits at the top of Page 1.