1000Daisies said...
Your post reminded me of Kid#1's journey. It felt like nothing helped for years (yours isn't nearly as long!!!). So many failures.
I wish that were the case, I've been at this for 7 years.
I have been unable to work all the way to full mentally disabled since 2011. I started a list in 2012 of all the things and protocols i have tried; 79, and that's omitting the first year. I've has zero success with any of them. 3 years ago i left my parent's house because it has mold and have been living off the grid ever since as that's the only way i can stay stable enough to even communicate here, as well as having run out of money 6 years ago. I may tell my story one day but i stay guarded about
it- no one believes me and i don't have the energy to defend it.
In the winters i head to the desert and the summers i go north to the california coast. If I'm unable to find a place off the grid i just stay in my car in a small coastal town.
I'm currently sitting under a cottonwood tree as i type this because it's a rare rainstorm out in the desert.
Dr M in Maryland is pretty much the last stop in this train for me. No doctor in 7 years has given me anything of value yet and i had to sell some parts on my truck to see this guy. This is all in-nothing left-last resort. I hope he has something new
I may have misspoke in my initial post a bit- i meant throw in the towel with Buhner's herbal protocol, not throw it in all together. I haven't spent all these years being homeless to just give up