Hi, my name is Stoil. From 6 years now i live in a terrible nightmare. I hardly survive to live another day. Whatever i say would not describe the ugly truth and will not look so bad, but it really is. I will make it quick. Too many terrible things happened all these years to write them down, nor someone to read at all.
In 2013 illness hit me so rapidly, the way only really bad infection or poisoning could do. It turned out to be Lyme. Diagnosed too late, wrongly and late treated.
The bacteria itself made me less damage, than the doctors with all the chemical poisons they smashed me. I lost 30 kg in a few months. My immune system doesn't know which is enemy, which is food. Every pathogen from the environment finds weak system and stays. Today one, tomorrow another. Recently i nearly died from Hep. C. My whole system is unable to self regulate. I cannot digest food. Whatever i try to eat i produce poisons in my gut. Then i cannot get the poisons out of my dead intestines. Instead of digestion, i got brewery. I got drunk from carrot juice. Serious. Lots of fungal strains, probably many viruses, bacteria, parasites, all. Liver and guts poison each other. Endocrine, neuro vegetative system..all mess.. Terrible toxity.
Any touch with doctor makes me worst, because they wanna give over poisoned man even more poisons. I got sick from car fumes, people's cosmetics, EMF- my router, all. 24 h i try to push broken mechanisms in my body with enemas literally and figuratively. I badly retain water. Fasting is impossible due to severe deficiencies after 5-6 years dyspepsy. I beg just i can sleep, walk, and EAT something.
What can be done..well the nearest clinics is in Germany, i posted a link. They possibly could help. But cannot afford.
I could try by myself here. Rotating proven protocols. But cannot afford. I don't have money for food even. There are things i know that help me..Environment is very important. If i could live in nature will help much...Cannot afford. Direction is detox. And in the city, without money, in a dirty flat..detox is impossible...Me and my father, both sick rely on my mothers pension. Ridiculous. I will be glad to work a bit, but all i can do is some freelance on my PC https://knt.alle.bg , but i got sick after an hour in front of it.
So the only way i try to back to life is to go somewhere in the nature with all the herbs and medicines ready for many months.. I couldn't do this for 6 years now. No money. Sorry if what i wrote is hard to understand. I got terrible brain fog. I don't know who and where i am. I loose balance, hit walls, take off hot stuff from the oven. Dont feel the burn. Nephropathy.
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