Trying to take a break - rapidly get worse

I already went through this. It's hell for sure. It's like you feel like death on anx bt if you stop you feel crappy still. I couldn't tolerate herbals at a certain point so neber touched them again as I thought it would make me die( herx too strong). Abx has actually been okay for me as far.as herxing and I'm 3 months in. I'm on azithromycin and bactrim for lyme and Bart. I will say I do bentonite clay water everyday, it's a must. Sauna or sauna blanket is a must if tolerated. I go into the sauna even for 1-3 min. Whatever you can tolerate. Yeast flakes have been good also because they're packed with the essential vitamin b's that we are deficient in due to our infections. B1 definitely has a calming effect as it activated tryptophan and melatonin I thought I was told. Thr bentonite clay amd sauna and diet change are helping me maintain things. I do have days I feel so slow or like I'm falling into a coma random because my nervous system is so screwed up. I was first bit by a tick a 3 yrs old now I'm 31. My llmd said I may start feeling herxes around 3 month time period. Make sure you detox pls and see if that helps along with yeast flakes. I take them 1st thing in the morning.