Posted 1/1/2024 8:50 PM (GMT 0)
Hi all, I decided to start a new thread on my ongoing experience with the high-dose dapsone protocol because I am at a crossroad decision point and need help deciding what I am going to do next. Sorry this turned out to be so long!
I’ll summarize the situation to date. I have Lyme (VlsE1, C6 and a number of IGG bands), FISH positive babesia, and one antibody mildly positive for bartonella. I am working with an MD who is very well-respected locally for her support of chronic illness and cancer patients, with a strong holistic, herbal perspective. I asked her if she would support me trying the Horowitz high-dose dapsone protocol after his 2023 paper was published and she said she understood why I wanted to try and was willing to work with me. I explain this just to note that she does not have highly specific expertise in tick-borne illness or use of all the drugs in this protocol and has relied on me to stay on top of specifics and making choices about how I want to proceed. Everything went well for the first 5 weeks, with herxing well enough under control, until the first week of double dapsone, when a few days in I had such serious strange head symptoms I called emergency and was checked out at the hospital. Knowing the potential fatal side effects of the protocol I was too scared to take any chances. I think this is one of the problems with working with someone who is inexperienced with the protocol. The paper mentions sending patients home with a list of symptoms that require contacting the office immediately and I had written to Horowitz’s office to request the list but they only pointed me to his MSIDS list and did not respond when I tried to clarify my request. My blood results indicated the start of hemolytic anemia and/or methemoglobinemia, but well within expectations outlined in the paper so I went home and continued with the double dapsone. By the end of the week I was in an unusually happy, energetic mental state, feeling so optimistic, with inflammation way down, many of my chronic neurological symptoms completely gone, but still dealing with pretty serious dizziness and very low blood pressure that had been ongoing since starting the double dapsone. And then I caught a cold and my condition declined severely over the following days. I had gone for the weekly blood tests in the paper the first day of a sore throat but still feeling ok, and they showed a sharp drop in RBC, hemoglobin and hematocrit (with deltas equal to the mean observed change given in the paper for the full high dose dapsone, so it seemed like a good idea to hold the dapsone as suggested in the paper if any sudden changes.) MCV and MCH were above normal, and also an increase in white blood cells, probably from the cold. I had slightly elevated bilirubin (1.5), and LDH and reticulocyte counts were very high (343U/L and 10.3% resp.) also indicators of hemolytic anemia. My level of dizziness was extreme and I decided to take a break from the dapsone until I recovered from the cold. A day later I developed some kind of persistent vaginal infection (insane itchiness) despite being on nystatin the whole time and the typical topical treatment had no impact. I was feeling so completely weak, dizzy, drained and barely functional that I decided to take a break from all prescriptions (hydroxychloroquine, nystatin, minocycline, rifampin, and methylene blue), but am keeping up with everything else to combat the anemia and all the other supplement support listed in the paper. My doctor’s office is closed for the holidays so I could not get any advice there and I had no ability to spend any energy figuring out what to do other than try to reduce intake of anything that could potentially be worsening my condition. This is my 4th day off everything and things are improving (enough to write all this) though still gunky from the cold, very weak and dizzy, and still insanely itchy from the vaginal infection. I feel very unsure of where to go next with all this. Should I go back on everything except the dapsone, go back to a lower dose of the dapsone, stay off everything and just try to recover to a healthier state from the anemia and microbiome disruption. I can’t really assess how much impact the 6 weeks of protocol has had on symptoms except that the neuropathies seem to be gone for now. My mood was also strangely very happy until all came crashing down and it feels likely to me that was related to the protocol, but maybe it was just hope and anticipation that I would be a different person on the other side. Brain fog and fatigue are still bad, but that can also be attributable to the cold and the impact of the drugs. I also feel like I am thrown back into the dilemma of whether I should search for another doctor. I chose the current one because of proximity and local reputation, as well as trying to conserve money, but maybe that was not the wisest decision. The thought of travel to someone like Dr. J. when feeling like this is so overwhelming and I’m not sure how any of you manage that while dealing with all the other logistics of life. Maybe I should try another post asking for references in the San Francisco area (I am north of there). I know of a number of places from a few Lyme referral sites but keep getting tripped up by bad reviews that trigger my negative experiences.
Thank you for listening! I am not sure exactly what I am asking and apologize for that. I am so impressed with the thoughtfulness, kindness, and depth of learning and personal experience expressed here that I thought it would make sense to put this out there and hear any thoughts or nudges on how to decide what to do next. Thank you!