Thank you for your kind words! I am actually feeling better these past few days! I am not thinking about
it and I am just putting this in god's hands!! I think I might be the way I am due to the fact that I lost my mom at the age of 5 to cancer and now that I have 2 babies of my own, I automatically think that my life will follow her path. She passed when I was 5 and she was onl 37. I am 35 and I think that way. All I can do is hope for the best and if something does come back not so good... well, I deal with it then.