For Batman55:
(Disclaimer. Right here, from the beginning, I’ll announce that I’ve never been known for my bed-side manner, empathy, or sugar coating my words. I’m not politically correct and I lack tact. I would have starved to death if I were to have practiced emo psychotherapy. But, every darn one of us has problems. We deal. So, my annotated notes to ‘BATMAN’…)
…I'm 29 years old and have been on this forum occasionally through the years, about
my chronic 24/7 "head pressure" for 7, yes, seven, years straight. I've only just gotten insurance and I've only just gotten the MRI, the neurologist visits, and so on.This neurologist tends to think my head pressure is a "chronic daily headache with some migraine features.
("Some Preliminary Questions." How did you arrive in the office of a Neurologist? Was this the first stop? Was this a referral from the PCP? Did you see an ENT? Truly, dude, from the limited description you’ve just provided, nothing jumps out and screams ‘Migraine”. Chronic 24/7 ”head pressure” for 7 years, the first thing that comes to mind is ‘Chronic Sinusitis’. Motion sickness is not a definitive sign for migraines, nor is waking up with tingling and “weird grainy vision”. And regarding MRIs and MRAs, they’re not exactly diagnostic regarding Migraines.)
… The next part of the plan, after the initial six days, is to take--AS NEEDED, so I suppose it's optional?
(”As Needed” does not mean that something is ‘optional’; “As Needed” means ‘as necessary’.)
…Has anyone here had experience with Topamax, if so, good or bad? What about
the poly-drug use plan?
(Welcome to the world of polypharmacology. Get used to it. To date, one giant ‘super-pill’ that eradicates all symptoms for all patients hasn’t been invented. Ssssoooooo… The Medrol is a steroid prescribed to alleviate inflammation. Skelaxin is a medication that prevents muscle spasticity. Your neurologist is hopeful that the regime of Topomax will work as a migraine preventive. [A Preventive is something that helps keep your primary problem in check; the premise is ‘prevention’ will greatly reduce the necessity of stronger, more potent medications. Stronger, more potent drugs generally are more toxic and have greater, unpleasant side effects.] Relpax is a newer tryptan; tryptans work by aborting migraines, once they’ve already begun. [This is why your Neurologist wrote “As Needed”.] Lastly, Compazine is being used as an anti-emetic, if vomiting is a component of your migraine symptoms. Once you’ve experienced one of those migraines that insidiously creeps up the back of your neck, drags the pain over to your temple, then, with every beat of your heart, your head throbs in cadence with your pulse, till you’re certain that IF ONLY your head would explode, you’d feel better… But it doesn’t, and you don’t…Now, you’re so sick and nauseated you throw up. Right where you are. Because it hurts WAY too much just THINKING about moving towards the bathroom. Hell, your head just detonated from the movement of vomiting. And now, the harsh, bright light sears through your retinas… No need for me to go on about noise and smells; this is a good enough description of how a migraine begins. Anyway, after you have THAT migraine headache, it’ll be up to you to decided if Relpax is ‘optional’.)
…Topomax, anyone here have any experience with it? has it been safe and effective for you?
(To re-iterate, there is no one perfect super-pill that amazingly cures every patient’s every problem. Expect that you and your neurologist will experiment with 8 -10 medications, AT LEAST, till you find a good mixture of chemicals that are effective for you. Everyone’s different; that’s why there are over 20 different tryptans, numerous anti-spasmsmotics, and countless, unique AEDs manufactured.)
…I'm typically very skeptical about
the so-called safety of taking any drug, but now I've gotten several of them thrown at me, some of them to be taken 3 at a time. I suppose there is no other way to treat "chronic daily headache" but I'm not sure if I have the courage to go through with this plan, seeing as I'm easily bothered by side effects.
(Again, it’s completely your decision. If you’re more easily bothered by potential side effects and don’t have the courage to ‘go through with this plan’, by all means, DON’T. Don’t take the medication and no need to further trouble the neurologist. The simple solution is to continue enduring the “Chronic 24/7 Head Pressure” that you’ve tolerated the last 7 years.)
…I've read that Topamax withdrawal, if done too abruptly, can cause seizures in people who never had them before. That scares the hell out of me. But once again I have no choice but to take this crap.
(NO. No. No. You have a choice at every single point. It’s all your decision. Is the Pain you suffer more severe than your fear? If yes, proceed. If not, discontinue treatment. It’s your call.)
… Here's something I wanted to know out of curiousity. Is caffeine a bad idea while using any of these drugs?
(With few exceptions, caffeine isn’t a particularly good idea, regardless of useage with or without drugs.)
…Interactions-wise it is not contraindicated for any of them. However maybe there could be another reason to avoid it? The interesting thing is that while some people say caffeine causes migraines, others think it helps to relieve them. I notice it's an ingredient in Fioricet, another migraine drug.
(FYI. Caffeine does not cause migraines. Chocolate doesn’t cause migraines. Red wine, sulfites, nitrates, and aged cheese do not cause migraines. However, all, or any of these substances can ‘trigger’ a migraine in a susceptible individual. And the amount of caffeine in Fioricet/Fiorinal is 50 mg; approximately the amount in a half can of Mountain Dew.)
…I'm a caffeine addict, so I just thought I'd ask, because I don't want to give it up if it's not mandatory.
(You may not have to. Different triggers for different people… Just as with the medications that will eventually prove helpful, there’s a large amount of ‘hit-and-miss’ and ‘trial-and-error’. Physicians ‘practice’ medicine. Everyone’s unique. But don’t count on keepin’ caffeine around.)
EvilFluoescents: … I guess in your case stimulants based ADD drugs would not be advisable. As you probably know ADD is associated with a lot of co-morbidities. Namely, LD's, anxiety disorders and migraine.
(Also, bi-polar disorder;) Unfortunately, one of the possible side effects of amphetamine derivatives is headache and migraine.
My guess is that prior to the addiction episode, your brain was already "primed" so to speak for migraine. It is possible that the stimulants just pushed it over the edge. It is also possible that you simply happened to grow into them during that time frame.Topamax is the newest of the first line migraine drugs. As it is an AED, it also has mood stabilizing properties. The combination of the factors, is probably the reason both docs are recommending it.
(Mood stabilizers also help balance the ‘ups-and downs’ of bi-polar disorder. [Which reduces the depression, which creates the anhedonia…])
…I just picked up the prescript
ions today. Looking at the package inserts for all 3 of them, it really hit me how scary all of this is. It's just too many pills to take for the first six days.
(Dude, you were a recreational speed freak, and now you’re psyched out by 3 prescription medications, none of which is stronger than a schedule II, III, or even IV? And you’ll be taking two of the medications for LESS THAN ONE WEEK!! You’re not heading for ‘The Lost Week-end’… Pretend those six little, bitty, teeny, tiny white Methylprednisolone tablets you’ll be taking the first day aren’t six pills at all.... Just one regular size pill that got broken into teensy weensy pieces. Don’t get wrapped up in the numbers…)
…Do you think it would be okay if I slightly modified the plan.. instead of taking 3 different meds for six days.. just to take two? Just Medrol and Topamax... and I'll try the Skelaxin later on?
(If you choose not to follow your neurologist’s medical advice [after having lied to her about the amphetamine addiction], then please don’t assume that anyone here, on an anonymous forum, who has never examined you, could possibly provide better counsel… Medrol and Topomax are the wrong combination of choices. If you’re hell bent on not following sound, trained, medical advice, ask your pharmacist/nurse/local drug dealer about Skelaxin and Medrol…Try pairing those two. If you don’t even know what the drugs do, how can you possibly expect to reach any rational conclusion regarding which 2 out of 3 drugs to combine?)
…If I was to follow her plan to the letter, I'd have 3 drugs that cause drowsiness in my system, Paxil, Topamax, Skelaxin, who knows what that would do to me. Probably I wouldn't be able to stay awake for more than 7 hours of the day, and I'd be useless from all that "zombification." That doesn't even factor in additional side effects.
(When you started following your 'amphetamine abuse plan’ to the letter, who knew what that would do to you? Probably keep you awake for days at a time, stop eating, hallucinate a little, become paranoid a little… How ‘useful’ would you be from all that “hyper-stimulation”. BTW. Were you taking Paxil during this time, or was that the result of the speed binge? Seriously.)
…Do neurologists even consider the well-being of their patients when prescribing drugs?
(Do Dumb A**es even consider their own well-being when deciding to self-medicate?)
...I know no one here is qualified to give me advice.. but I just want your thoughts about
this?
(I will resoundfully state that I am not qualified to give medical, legal, or financial advice… but, I just want your thoughts about this reply.)
…I'm very apprehensive about
taking new medications so I only got around to starting today. At this point I've taken 4 of the 6 medrol pills, and one Skelaxin. I'm supposed to take two but I decided just taking one to gauge the effects. I would say there has been no change in the head pressure at all, if anything it has been worse. I also noticed an "actual headache" after I took the first 2 Medrol pills. Also, unusual stomach upset and nausea throughout the day--I don't know if it's more from the steroid or the muscle relaxant.
(More Questions. What’s the difference between the ‘Chronic Head Pressure 24/7’ that you initially described as being your primary problem and this “actual headache” after you took the first 2 Medrol pills? Was the difference in pain intensity? location of pain? Were there sharp, stabbing, discrete sensations with the “actual headache”, opposed to the ‘Chronic Pressure’ sensation of the past 7 years? What was the time span of the “actual headache”? How long did it last? And how soon after taking the first 2 Medrol pills, did the “actual headache” begin? Regarding the ‘unusual stomach upset and nausea’ throughout the day, how can you be SURE if it’s from the steroid or muscle relaxant, at all? What did you have for breakfast? Anything new, different? How much did your water intake increase, to offset the possibility of developing kidney stones? Any anxiety, fear or apprehension about finally beginning treatment for your chronic problem? Anxiety, fear and apprehension sure can cause an upset stomach, and nausea, throughout an entire day.)
…Maybe I need the second dose of Skelaxin to notice benefits, but I just didn't detect anything positive about
it. An hour after taking it I noticed mild drowsiness and "just feeling weird and unpleasant" for a few hours, and little else. There was also a very demotivating feeling of just wanting to sit there and stare at the wall, as if nothing was worth doing. My conclusion is that taking another one of these would ruin my day, and I just can't tolerate that.
(Why do you think taking medication in its prescribed form, to treat a legitimate medical problem, would ‘ruin your day’, but more importantly, what is causing you to feel that you ‘just couldn’t tolerate that’? Sincerely, the latter is a question that deserves an hour’s worth of discussion with your psychiatrist.)
…So, day one is a letdown. When can I expect some of the beneficial effects to kick in?
(Realistically, you can expect some beneficial effect anywhere from 3 to 6 months, up to 3 to 6 years. You’ve had this problem for over 7 years. It will take some time to notice improvement.)
...The neurologist said I would to go through the entire Medrol dosepak before I can notice one day of improvement, but even then that improvement won't last, which is why I'm then supposed to start Topamax as the core drug. Any thoughts?
(It’s going to require both time and patience to resolve your medical problems. Having endured it for 7 years, I can understand your desire for it to immediately go away once you've begun treatment. But it just doesn’t work that way. Focus on other things you can change right away. Start a new exercise program. The endorphins will make you feel better almost straight away. Concentrate on putting only healthy things into your body. This is as good of time as any to stop drinking caffeinated beverages. Almost always, sugar [Lots of calories! Causes tooth decay!] or artificial sweeteners [Fake, harmful, unnatural, toxic chemicals!!] are used in conjunction with caffeine. Do positive things for yourself. Kick the caffeine addiction!! And with the money you save from no longer buying coffee, pop or tea, go indulge yourself in something pleasurable, maybe a massage, maybe a concert, maybe count all the wonderful things you DO have to be thankful for.)
…As someone with horrible ADD, I don't have the flexibility most people have, I can only stick to *one plan* at a time, or no plans at a time. Perhaps if I could get rid of the head pressure or so-called "migraine", I might be able to tackle other issues like ADD and executive dysfunction, but all I can do right now is one small step at a time in a very linear and predictable fashion. Otherwise I'll just have to swear off doctors altogether, and lose 100% of the progress and the money I paid to get to this point.
(Dude. Stop it. Right now. The world is not all black/all white. It’s not an ‘all-or-none’ proposition. If you veer off your path, even just a tiny bit, you do NOT have to ‘swear off doctors, altogether’, nor do you ‘have to lose 100% of your progress and money’. Those are absolutely CHOICES that YOU GET to make. Things don’t just ‘happen’ to you. You were blessed with free will, and have the opportunity to use it any time you want. You are NOT a helpless victim. Don’t abrogate your free choice; self-determination and individual responsibility will take you a long way. Make up your mind to be positive, anticipate good results, and go kick the World in the Butt, till it ends up like you want it to; expect it to; deserve it to.)
…I think maybe following orders for once is the way to go, for a problem that now controls my entire life, on top of other things like ADD and learning problems. Long ago I also decided I don't have the discipline for the migraine diet or yoga--how many people do?--nor the patience to wait years to see if they work.
(In your first sentence, you reference a problem that ‘…now controls your entire life.’ So, long ago, you decided you didn’t have the discipline for the migraine diet or yoga? If, in fact, your problem now ‘controls your entire life’, you may want to revisit your decision about not trying ANYTHING that can potentially help alleviate the pain you’ve had to endure for 7 years. Acupuncture, chiropractic treatment, massage therapy, physical therapy, botox injections all over your head, steroid injections in head and neck facets, ice packs… If the problem and pain are severe enough, yes, MANY people follow a prophylactic migraine diet and practice yoga. Regarding your reference to patience… you were ‘patient’ enough to wait SEVEN years with your chronic condition before you were able to obtain insurance, and the possibility of a reduction of your pain. If it takes 7 more years to achieve relief, what have you actually lost?)
I'm surprised no one else besides EvilFluorescents has anything to add here, though...?
(Here you go; more information.)
...BTW, I hope you won't be offended by the overall "abrasive tone" of this post, realize that it's not directed at you, but just the frustration I have for my scenario...
([BTW, I hope you’re not offended by my overall ‘abrasive attitude’; it’s not directed at you because I don’t know you, but your ‘scenario’ sounds pretty f~*~*n' good.] So you have migraines; so you have ADD; so you’ve been a speed freak and have executive functioning problems… I haven’t heard you mention being blind from macular degeneration, or that you no longer have a right leg. I have migraines 3 to 5 times a week. They're so severe I vomit , and can’t move because of the pain. It hurts to breathe. I have ADHD. Try havin’ ADHD in a wheel chair because diabetes took your leg. And your eyesight. Major Depressive Disorder. And there’s a whole lot more crap in addition to that. But I live in America, and I have a doctor. My pity is directed towards those people in Libya, with no doctor, no medicine and no wheel chair. Or we could pity all those dead people that were washed away in the tsunami. We are so f~*~*n' fortunate, we should kiss the ground every morning when we wake up. Now, follow your Doctor’s advice, quit whining, and be more patient. It ALWAYS can be worse.)
Most sincerely,
No Whining!!
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Post Edited (No Whining!!) : 3/28/2011 1:06:33 AM (GMT-6)